PART IV
For the moment we leave Alyx in the woods, under his uncle's lash, and digress for a bit: (Get used to it). It is important for you to
remember that both boys are still young, and also that both boys are a bit confused and not a little uneasy about what is happening to
them. Who of us hasn't been, at that age, when in the natural course of growing up, we find ourselves exploring things with other boys
that entice, delight and also disturb us all at the same time?
Don't think for a moment that this story is some kind of fantasy far removed from reality, because that is not the case. Also don't assume,
dear reader, that from this moment forward Alyx and his dear uncle (whose name never was and never shall be mentioned) forged a
bond that overrode all the years of searching, experimenting, trial and error, thrills, disasters, joys and sorrows that all of us have on our
way to where we happen to be at the present moment. Nothing could be farther from the case.
It took these two beautiful, sensitive and passionate young men many many years to realize what was happening to them. And both of
them, in their own ways, did, indeed experiment, vacillate, stray, flipflop, leave, return, resist and submit to what would finally become a
lifelong commitment (and we shall not comment now on whether or not the commitment made did indeed see its fulfillment.)
Consider also that they both earned college degrees. Indeed, UNK went away to school for all 4 years and then Alyx in turn had his time
at college. Imagine what those years must have been like, especially since, no matter what twists and turns their lives took, Alyx
ALWAYS and at all times needed his uncle's strong presence in his life in many many ways, and that UNK himself would sooner die than
fail to keep the promise he had made Alyx's mother (his sister) the week before she died: that he would ALWAYS look after Alyx, and
always protect him. (Another chapter all together, and a secret that UNK kept from Alyx until the evening of their 5th anniversary of the
night that they pledged themselves to each other in a deeper bond than exists in most marriages that take place in the world of
"traditional" marriage.)
Let us part the curtain and take a look at the night that commitment was made: the night that, in full view of just about the entire leather
community of New York City (yes, they finally did realize that there was a subculture to which they did belong), UNK got up before the
assembled crowd, whispered something in Alyx's ear, (Alyx, by the way was hanging nude and spreadeagled on the main stage), and
then, once Alyx had nodded consent, weeping all the time, and sobbing out the words, "Yes, yes, YES. YOurs, all yours, only yours.
Please unky, please forever!", UNK turned to the crowd and said,
DEAR FRIENDS, FOES AND FELLOW seekers, I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE.
You all know me well, and, of course, you know my boy here......(and, taking his leather strap, lays a fierce lash into his right cheek).
And I want to thank you for coming here tonight on my invitation, because I have something I want you all to know.
Alyx here, *THWAP!!!* has completely recovered from his injuries when those guys from the Eagle kidnapped and bashed him (another
chapter, perhaps). I have heard that those scum who had dared lay a hand on Alyx *THWAP! THWAP!* will never recover from their
tragic injuries by the way (evil grin).
Anyway, the entire nightmare made the both of us realize how much we mean to one another. And I have promised to Alyx that I will see
to it that noone ever lays a hand on him again, or tries in any way to hurt him. (Except me, of course.....*THWAP! THWAP!
THWAP!".....Alyx cries out involuntarily at this point, and then, quickly, I LOVE YOU!!!!)
And so this is my announcement:
From this day forward, I claim Alyx as my own, and I will care for him always, and will spend my life being devoted to him. And I look to
him and him alone to meet my need for love, for comfort, for affection and for whatever else.
(UNK, by this point, had become independently wealthy and was running his own
corporation, a subsidiary of the family enterprises.....and we dare say no more at all about that.)
And, then, to the great applause of all, UNK released his loved one from his chains, and carried him nude in his arms through the crowd
and through the streets of the meat district to each of the other bars where men of their ilk were known to associate. And Alyx, remaining
close by his side, and revelling in the display, kept, at every opportunity, pledging his love and his gratitude and his complete devotion to
the man he had loved since he first was able to reach out from his child's playpen to be held.
And perhaps it need not be said that when they got home that evening, much ointment was needed to soothe the marks of his devotion,
as it was the night of that first whipping, once they had arrived home.
And to that scene we now return . . .
.....and so we return to our two young lads as they arrive home after their rather eventful evening.
"Unk? Alyx? is that you boys? We've been worried sick. What has happened?"
"Just a minute, Mom. I'll be right in," he calls. (Even Mom calls him UNK: after Alyx uttered that syllable as his first spoken word, it stuck.
How many boys do YOU know who got to name their Masters?)
"Is Alyx with you, dear?"
Alyx grabs his uncle by the hand and almost starts to cry again. He whispers urgently...."I CAN'T let them see me this way, I CAN'T."
"Don't worry, little buddy." Unk massages the back of his neck and briefly holds him close. I'll take care of things. You go right on up
and start getting ready for bed, boy. And he sends him off with a light pat on the butt. Alyx yells, OW!
----"_s_h_i_t_. sorry, I forgot. SHHH! Go on, baby, I'll be right up."
"Coming, Mom!" and he rushes into the sitting room so his parents don't notice that Alyx is climbing the stairs rather gingerly.
"Alyx, come on down here and give me a kiss goodnight," ---"NO MA. Let him go......." and Unk begins to explain, in a lower
voice....."he's really embarassed. It was a big scene. The other men decided to have all the boys spanked together......we had to go along
with it. Just leave him alone for now before he has one of his fits again."
Much to his relief, his mother accepts the explanation, and as he bends over her chair to kiss her, she looks up at him and caresses his
cheek: "What did I do to deserve such a son as you, UNK? Your father and I would be at our wit's end if you weren't so good with that
boy. And look at you....not even out of high school yet, and carrying all the weight of a middle-aged father. I'm sorry it has to be this
way....."
"Don't start, Ma, please? It's fine. YOu know I'd to anything for him. I don't mind at all. Just don't you worry about a thing, OK.? I gotta
go, Ma. We're real tired. We'll talk in the morning."
One more peck on the cheek and he's off, and as he heads up the stairs you can bet he breathes
a big sigh of relief.
But it is a lot for him to bear, and, in case you haven't noticed, he is NOT that rock that so many think he is. In fact, it is no accident
that the school he most wants to go to after graduation is 300 miles away...... But that is another chapter. And for the moment, all our
hero is concerned about is the boy in the room at the top of the stairs.
Unk opens the door and walks into the room. Except for the light in the bathroom (which fortunately adjoins their room), the room is
dark. Alyx is seated on his bed (the one that is never really used much), shoes and socks off, his jacket on the floor, not moving, not
saying a word.
Neither of them speak. Each is lost inside a whole pile of thoughts and feelings far too complex to find expression in the mouths of boys
that age. But, as he has done so many times in the past, UNK looks at this boy whom he loves more than he can understand why, who as
he enters the stage of puberty still looks like his mother when she was in school, same golden brown hair, big brown eyes, the same
smile, skin tone, the same angelic look. And Unk notices, as he has so many times in the past, that the tear-stained puffy red-eyed lad
before him somehow radiates a pure beauty even in his sadness, a beauty that says, "Come to me. Touch me. Lose yourself in my need
for you. I need you more than the air I breathe."
And, as he has done so many, many times, Unk turns off his mind and follows his instinct, his entire being fixed on his Axxy, his only
purpose in life to do what Axxy's need signals must be done. And, as always, what he does for the boy is perfect because it is fueled by
selfless devotion. (Some in our time may call it co-dependency.....but then again, what do they know of this bond that links the lives of
these boys together? Facile psychological catch-phrases can never do justice to the intricacy of what is so close to the sacred.)
And so, Unk goes over to the boy and kneels on the floor before him.
He takes his hands and kisses them. And places them on his shoulders. And, ever so gently, with his hands under the boys' elbows, helps
him to stand with as little discomfort as possible.
He stands as well. His hand goes to be back of Alyx's neck, to that place where Alyx feels secure and loves, and responds much as a
kitten does when it's mother picks it up by the back of it's vulnerable little neck.
Not a word is spoken. Alyx falls once again into his arms, but this time does not cry. He just holds on. And for a brief moment, it is
difficult to know who is comforting whom, or who is the strong one, or who is most in need of that certain tenderness that is the requisite
flip side of the pain. ----or who, for that matter, has been beaten up the most.
Unk steps back, and ever so gently, lifts the boy's t-shirt and pulls it up over his head, his fingers carressing his flesh as they raise the
shirt.
Alyx raises his arms but does nothing to help the process along. He remains completely passive, and submissive, and open, and
vulnerable. As his shirt comes off, Unk gazes on the light brown soft fuzz that has begun to sprout under his boy's arms, and he leans
forward and kisses him....there...on each side. Alyx breathes deeply; he is being possessed in ways that few men ever can discover, and
his breath invites his beloved to make that possession even deeper.
Unk brings the boy's hands down, and again, gently stroking his hairless chest, moves to his jeans and opens his belt.
As soon as he touches the belt, Alyx's eyes pop open and silently he looks into his uncle's and asks, "More?" "Is that what you want to
do?" But just as quickly, the reply comes from the deep blue of the older boy: "No, my love. No. Relax. Don't be afraid. No more now.
Only gentle caring."
And to show that he means it, Unk takes special special care in opening the boys jeans and in bringing them down over the leather-
ravaged flesh. Alxy again remains motionless, waiting, trusting, ready to receive whatever might come, even another whipping, but
hoping that it is over for the night.
Finally, and, mind you, this is the first time this has happened since Alyx was a toddler.....his uncle puts his fingers inside the waist band
of Alyx's briefs and opens them, again taking care not to abuse the punished skin any further.
And down, releasing the slave's hardness, down over all the private flesh, the seat of pain and pleasure, down his legs, off his feet, until,
lit only by the dim light of the other room and the moonlight streaming in towards the window, he has before him what to many a lecher,
pederast, or medieval slavemaster would be a sight of exquisite beauty: a young lad, naked, whipped, aroused, and completely under the
spell of he who owns him.
Finally, Unk breaks the silence and speaks:
"Take the covers and blankets off your bed, boy, and lay down on your tummy. I'll be right back."
He returns with a plastic bottle of baby oil and sit beside the punished boy. Alyx looks at him, and without moving too much, manages to
kiss his uncle's hand in gratitude.
"This should help."
And, pouring a good amount of the oil into his hand, he lays his hand on an unwounded part of the boy's back. (Mr. Harris believed in
whipping boys' entire backs and butts, and had laid a couple of vicious ones on Alyx before Unk stepped in to take care of things
himself.)
And, with a gentleness rarely ever seen in one his age, Unk touches his nephew and slowly begins to help him adjust to his touch, long
before he slowly ventures to move his fingers over the most wounded places on his body.
Alyx begins to moan, and occassionally to whelp where most tender. Unk, guided by the music, slowly and tirelessly manages to subdue
the pain and cover every inch of his boys back, butt and thighs, until Alyx is breathing steadily and moaning not the moan of the flogged
slave, but rather the contented safe song of the loved and soothed son. The oil sinks into his welts and bruises, and brings healing to his
body and his spirit. Or is it Unk himself, and what flows from his own heart into his boy's chastised flesh? Hmmmmmmm......
He whispers, "Did you brush your teeth, sweetone?" Alyx nods. "let me go get myself ready for bed too. I'll be right back.....you sleep if
you have to. I'll come for you."
And he heads into the bathroom and closes the door. (Slight diversion: Unk is really a modest, somewhat inhibited fellow. For an entire
year he slept with Alyx in his arms, and even before that, he never once made an advance, never once took advantage, never once
paraded his own nude body in front of the boy. In fact, Alyx was the one who . . . . another chapter.)
Alyx lays motionless in the dark. What must be going through his mind? He quickly falls asleep,and dreams of flying through the sky on a
gloriously brilliant day, carried in his winged uncle's arms, naked as a cherub, soaring above the crowd while the boys below---the same
boys who were laughing at him during his moments of utter humiliation---look up and cheer and scream, "We love you Alyx!" as his uncle
soars into the heavens with him.
Suddenly, he awakes. Unk, dressed in t-shirt and running shorts, is standing before him, gently covering his naked body. "WHAAAAA....."
NO! NO! NO!
"Shh!!!!.....hand to neck......ssh, baby. i didn't want to wake you,"
"No, no, please don't leave me here alone. I wanna be wif you, you take me, please....don't care about hurt. please unky....wif you
wif you." Thirteen-year-old baby talk never fails to have its result.
"OK, boy. Sure. I"m here. Dont' worry. Why don't you get up so i dont hurt you?....."
Unk helps the boy get up off the bed, and cradles him in his arms. Together they make their way to the bigger bed (another chapter
perhaps).
Unk gets in first, and then reaches out for his baby....come on Axxy, come be safe with me. careful....no more pain tonite.
Finally, they are together, in the position that they have come to call their "sleepnest."
Unk lies on his right side, while Alyx nestles, on his back, within the fold of his hero's arm, head presses up against his chest, hands
holding on to the arm which is draped across his stomach, holding him close.
Unk kisses his head and gently tousles the boy's hair.
Alyx sighs, safe at home at last. His hand moves down lower, to meet the boy_c_o_c_k_ which has once again sprung to life, and he begins
caressing himself, slowly, quietly, as if not to disturb his protector.
But Unk has indeed noticed. And he remembers what the boy told him on the way home, how he always relieved himself alone whenever
he had endured a spanking. And he remembers the effect that the lash had produced in him earlier that evening in the woodshed.
He whispers gently in the boy's ear.... "You want that, don't you, Axxy?"
"Hmmmmm"--- But, Alyx, what if I wanted it? "whaaaaa?" He gently places his hand over the boy's, cradling hand and the warm hard
needy flesh. ---This, Alyx. What if I wanted to be its master? Would you give it to me, Axxy?
"Unky, i give you all of me. that too. yours. yours." Alyx moves his hand away, and presses the master's hand closer to his crotch.
"Ok then, Alyx...." and he kisses his neck and squeezes just a bit harder.
"You know what i want it to do for me, boy?"
-----anything you want, unky. yours, yours.
"Ok then, Alyx." And he moves his hand away. and caresses the boy's cheek.
"I want it to go to sleep. With us. Now." And he places his hand over Alyx's hands, in a form of gentle bondage.
And Alyx breathes a deep breath, and suddenly feels more humiliated, and also more possessed, than at any other point in the entire
evening.
And at this moment, this juncture in a night of junctures, he has to make a decision.
Another deep breath.
"Yes."
"Yes, Sir."
And he kisses his master's hand, and snuggles deeper. And sleeps better than he has since the night his mother had died.
....to be continued.
The "Announcement"
And I promise to him, that as long as I live, no one will ever harm him or seek to take pleasure from his body, which belongs completely
to me along with his heart, his mind and his total obedience.
And I have also arranged that wherever Alyx goes and whatever he does, he will be accompanied by bodyguards especially chosen by
me.
And I ask you also to be his guards. To watch out for him when I am not with him. And to see to it that he can walk the most dangerous
and unruly parts of this city and that no one will dare ever hurt him.
And, my friends, I thank you for doing this for us. And I pledge to you that once each years, on this night, I will provide for all of you the
greatest party the leather world has ever seen.
ALYX AND UNK
CHAPTER FIVE
Home at last.