[for those who wonder about feelings that develop, even long term, among those who do not just think about this lifestyle, but live it and especially for the teenage boy who wrote yesterday upset that he is getting spanked Sunday night and "hates" the man who spanks him, I'll share the following letter from a real boy, 25, who is going places and still gets spanked too.]
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Date: Thu, 26 Aug 1999 14:55:50 -0800
Subject: August 26th
Hi, Cal,
I do not have that much time to write as I would like (a long message), but I just wanted to say one thing.
I have been thinking about me and the others, and just how lucky we all are to have all met and have you in our lives, or the other guys like me who have other men in their lives too. I mean I know I should never speak for the others, but I know that my life is ten times richer and a hundred times happier because you are a part of it.
I know that you and other guys like you who don't hesitate to spank one of us so-called "younger ones" are only human . . . or so you say . . . but you have made so many lives so much better with all the love and care you gives each and every one of us . . . Yes, we all dislike being spanked . . . we all bitch and moan that we are too old to be put over someones knees and have our bare bottoms spanked. But then when we think hard about, really give it some thought, none our lives would be the same without the love you have shown all of us . . . and I know you do not spank us simply because you love us . . . there is far more behind it than that . . . but you know what I mean . . . . it is the time, and patience you have put into each of us that helps us see that our lives are pretty _d_a_m_n_ awesome even after we've spent the evening crying, bawling, and having to stand with our pants and boxers down in that same old corner. I'll never get use to it, but I have to admit, even when it's over and my eyes are still watery, our lives really are awesome!
Anyway I just wanted you to know that I DO appreciate all that you have given me, including the spankings I've needed and I know you're not through with me yet . . . and even if I seem like an ingrate at times, I do know that I could not be where I am today without having such a loving Big Brother and a man who never hesitates to yank down my pants and spank me when I need it!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love, Brother,
Jack