I was about 16 at the time. I had had girlfriends, but had never come to grips with my _s_e_x_uality. Also, none of my relationships had been serious. I had never even made out before. Then that summer I went to an out of state camp. I had been there before and loved it. Since it was a camp that dealt in the arts, there were plenty of gay men around.(not to sterotype, but there were) On the plane I met a boy named Amos. I became friends with him and he told me he was gay. The next evening, I saw Amos talking to another boy by his cabin, so I walked up to say hello.
"Hi", Amos said. "This is my friend Jim".
Jim and I exchanged hellos and I entered their conversation. A few minutes later, Amos had to leave. Jim and I were left alone talking.
"So", I asked him, "are you and Amos together"? It then occurred to me that I had merely assumed that he was gay. Luckily, I was right.
"No", he relpied, "we're just friends".
He was tall. A bit taller than me. He had feathery brown hair and he wore glasses. Just your average person, but in the next few days I found myself becoming strangely attracted to him. One evening, he offered to walk me to a practice. I accepted the offer. When we were almost there, I realized I was going to be a whole half-hour early. So he and I sat down on a picnic table outside a small hut. We talked for that half-hour about really nothing. The only thing was that he had his arm around me. This made me wonder if something was happening between us. The time passed and I, thoroughly confused, went to practice.
The next day I was in the locker room after working out when two guys that were in Jim's cabin came in. I knew both of them.
"So, what's going on between you and Jim"? One of them asked.
Dumbfounded by the question, I answered quite honestly "I don't know. Why do you ask"?
"He came back to the cabin in a great mood last night. When we asked him why, he said it was because you and he had talked".
Any doubt I was feeling at that moment totally vanished. I knew I was in love with him! I was actually in love with a man!
That night he offered to walk me to rehearsal again. And again, we were early. The only difference was that, since it had rained that day, the picnic table was too wet to sit on. So we decided to go into the little hut and talk. We sat down on a bench and he immediately put his arm around my shoulders. We sat like that for about 5 minutes. Nothing was happening, so I asked if he would give me a back rub. He gave me a short one and we resumed the arm around shoulders thing.
My head rested on his shoulder. I could hear his heavy breathing. He put his left hand on my knee. Slowly, he started to move it up my leg until it was on the top of my thigh! My heart was pounding! My _c_o_c_k_ was rock hard. My mind was racing. "Oh my God! I want you! I can't make the first move! Do something please"! Then, as if he had heard me, he leaned over and kissed my face! I at there, not moving, not knowing what to do. Then, he kissed me again. Suddenly I didn't care anymore. I leaned up to kiss him. Our lips met...... suddenly I felt his toungue in my mouth! I was making out for the first time in my life! His hand moved from my thigh and started rubbing and caressing my _c_o_c_k_ and balls. I was in heaven. We parted lips and he pulled me close. I moved my hand to his package and grabbed it and stroked it, feeling hard dick through his pants. It felt wonderful. Suddenly I heard my zipper being pulled down.
"Holy _s_h_i_t_" I thought, "What's going to happen"? He unzipped my pants and began to fondle me through my briefs. I thought he was going to stop there, but then he started trying to get under the waistband of my briefs. He took my dick, which was fully erect out of my pants, fondled it for a second. Then he bent his head down and took it full into his mouth. I was in absolute ecstacy and began pumping his head to make the blowjob even harder. Suddenly, I saw some one coming towards the hut, so I zipped up and made it look like he was helping me learn some music. Then, feeling confused, happy, and in love, I went to rehearsal.
Two days later, we went off together alone and totally horny looking for someplace to have _s_e_x_. After about half an hour, we found a large bathroom with a lock on the inside. We went inside. Once there, we locked the door and began making out again. Then I reached down to undo his pants. He did the same with mine. We got ours off and stood there, fully erect, his being much longer than mine. We rubbed our _c_o_c_k_ heads together and sighed in pleasure. He then got down on his knees and began to suck me off. When I was halfway to cumming, he stood up, turned me around, grabbed my erect _c_o_c_k_ and began to pump me. In no time at all I came on the floor. Then it was his turn. I knelt down in front of him and took as much of his _c_o_c_k_ as I could into my mouth. Realizing I couldn't finish him that way, I took his _c_o_c_k_ out of my mouth and fondled it, at the same time, sucking and licking his large, lucsious balls. Then I stood him up and finished him with my hands. After about four minutes, he shot his hot load onto his stomach. We stayed there, kissing and fondling each other's ass for about 5 minutes, then we got dressed and left the bathroom. For the rest of that summer, we had a very intimate relationship. The day I had to leave camp and him behind was the saddest day of my life, but we'll meet again someday and things will get hot again.