My name's Scott. I'm American. I grew up in America, I lived in the same city all my life. I went to public schools all my life, and I was pretty much just as normal as any other kid. I was never ever spanked growing up and I'm 21 years old now. I'm writing now because a lot has changed since I last posted to this archive. I finally met the man I'd like to become close friends with, in the long term, even though I know he'll spank me. Actually it's Cal, who's posted many stories on this archive. Our (recent) letters have just been posted under "Cal" as well. Remember, this is a true story and has just happened a few weeks ago.
Anyway, this goes way back, back even before I ever emailed anyone to meet under the context of spanking. The first thing I ever did was just fantasize about spanking, and I wrote a few stories posted here. Obviously by my other stories, it's easy to see that I have been thinking about spanking "in general" for years. Probably since I was 14 or 15 at the earliest, even though I was never spanked by my parents. I just read all my stories over again tonight (haven't looked at them for years). Some of them are hilariously funny, and obviously a little immature at parts (I was about 18 years old writing them). Some of them are very unrealistic at parts (they were written before I was ever spanked). And yeah, they are written very erotically. But they all show some aspect of what went through my mind back then, when I was fantasizing about the whole spanking thing. BEFORE I was ever spanked by anybody for real.
It's been 3 years since I've posted to MMSA Stories. My last post was actually 2 years ago. I'm posting again now, so I'll use the same handle "Spank God". You may want to read my other stories if you have time. (Click on more stories by "Spank God" at the bottom of the page). It may be interesting as part of my background; where I'm coming from, basically.
My main posting is the "Father learns" series. You can see a lot of what I visualized erotically in a spanking, in that series. I always had younger boys getting spanked on my mind, and it goes into very erotic detail and basically describes exactly what turned me on back then. Another series is called "Cyborg". Same stuff but adding some slapstick humor / comic book imagery. It also goes into extreme and sort of bizarre stuff, but hey... these are fiction / fantasy stories for the horny people out there. Then there's "deep punishment in the deep south", a violent joke story which is just for fun. The same thing goes for Van Man, the ultra violent disgusting pedophile story I wrote for someone else, which has a GREAT joke / twist at the end of the story.
All the stories deal with younger boys getting spanked and with erotic detail. Well, am I gay? No. The sight or thought of men _s_e_x_ually totally turn me off and always will. Am I a pedophile? No. I would never dream of involving _s_e_x_ with a child. Dealing with teens of course there can be an erotic thing going on during a spanking, but not _s_e_x_. No way. Am I straight? Yes, I would enjoy _s_e_x_ually the company of a woman, a hot woman, and nothing more. So why all the male / male spanking stories, specifically with younger boys? Well, I myself started thinking about this kind of stuff when I was 14 or 15. Writing those stories I was reflecting mostly on myself. And true, I was just a horny bastich back then and wrote a lot of the stuff to just jerk off to. But I always knew there was more than just that. And eventually, I took steps to manifest the fantasy into reality.
Notice that in all my posts, I am writing AS the person who spanks, not the boy who has been spanked. This makes sense in a way, because I was always physically attracted by the thought or sight of "cute" boys, or "spankable" or whatever. I can admit right now it would probably be a pleasure to spank a boy. So who cares? More importantly than that: I always knew that if I got spanked in real life, I would want that man to be someone I trust, and that I'm comfortable with, and the only way to do that would be to create the character myself. That's why I wrote my stories as the spanker. But in reality I find that I am still a kid, trying to get on my feet, and I am the one who wants or needs to be spanked. I'd want to be treated as a boy the same way I would treat a boy myself (even though I'm too young to think about that right now).
So a man I would be comfortable with..... a situation where I indeed was spanked by a "father figure" for whatever reason. You can see this sort of idea making itself come closer to reality in my last post "15 year old roommate". This kid gets into a situation where he starts getting spanked by his dad's best friend. Pretty good story actually. And yes, while a lot of this story, too, simply details a lot of that erotic stuff just to turn me on (back then), it started leaning toward a situation in "real life". This post features a boy who is spanked by a natural progression of life events. He has to live with his dads best friend who spanks him in exchange for not taking him to live with his evil Aunt. Basically, being spanked by someone you know, a father figure or disciplinary figure, one you can trust. Obviously this will NOT happen in the real world.
In the real world, there is the Internet. This is the exact opposite. It's the most impersonal, incognito, ridiculous method to search for this kind of relationship. The word is "dangerous". The only way to build trust is through emails. But it's the only way. I can't even imagine how people who thought about spanking met before the internet. So at first, for me, the thought of using the Internet to meet someone was WAYYY out of line, something so ridiculous I never thought I'd do it. But inevitabely, the stories and fantasies got old and tired. I started actually telling people through emails that I would want to meet, and that's where it gets SERIOUS. That's where I hope this post helps even just one person and I'd be happy.
You see, it's the real life stuff that can get out of hand. Eventually, I'd assume a LOT of boys actually actively look for someone to spank them. Hey, I did it. But I've heard lots of stories, some very, very BAD. But, there's no way really to protect yourself from a dangerous person on the Internet. They'll sound totally nice and caring and pefect through emails, even over the phone. When you break it down, no matter WHAT you do, you are taking a risk by meeting someone through the Internet. Do not meet anyone who seems only interested in your body, or in pain, or in power. Do not meet anyone who doesn't want to email you for a while before meeting. Do not meet anyone who's story doesn't seem consistent. This may lower the risk but you never know.
If you look at the above risk and see it as "a risk I've got to take", then go for it. You're looking for this type of relationship and if you find it, it can be a good thing. The first thing I must stress, however, is to not wrongly judge yourself. It's so easy to think you are homo_s_e_x_ual or pedo or a pervert or whatever. But in reality, there's something inherently normal and human in seeking such a relationship, regardless of your _s_e_x_ual orientation. Even though such a relationship can be at times erotic (totally private!), it has nothing to do with love, in the _s_e_x_ual sense. It is completely based on friendship, caring, trust, and closeness. Maybe one way to put it is that you want somebody to care for you more than you want somebody to spank you.
Well, how did I do it? I emailed lots of people who replied to my MMSA Stories posts. A few people loved the father learns series and wanted me to write it forever. A few wanted to meet me. But the only person I really saw eyelevel with was "Cal" (the other author on this web site who I recently met for the first time). A lot of the stories I posted actually reflected a lot of the stuff he wrote. Especially hugging and crying and a lot of emotional stuff during a spanking, and a little bit of the same erotic stuff too. And yeah, almost all my stories follow the same format. Anyway, I emailed Cal and have been corresponding with him ever since I posted my stories 2 / 3 years ago.
I also went under a spank web site classifieds thing, and got a lot of replies from that. Yeah, I spent a lot of time emailing people and everyone wanted to meet (of course). Now from the man's point of view, it can be VERY easy to get something they want. Most of them want a nice piece of ass to play with and spank. It's easy, it's 2+2