Hi, Cal –
Id like to write to you and Id like you to reply please and I dont care if you put this on MMSA Stories or not cause I dont think Im alone and Im not ashamed of anything I do.
Basically, yea, I get spanked and I like it too. Im 20, 58 inches, 133 pounds, blond brown hair that I like having wavy just over my ears, blue eyes, and although Im small Ive always been like into sports and so Im thin but very well developed and I know Ive got a tight cute ass and _c_o_c_k_ thats more than adequate too. OK, thats the basics to get out of the way.
I grew up in a fundamentalist family and in a church where the pastor made no bones about kids needing to be disciplined growing up. He would tell our dads it should be "my way or the highway" and _d_a_m_n_, I hated hearing those words cause our dads all knew he spanked his kids and that was the way it should be as long as they lived with him. His boys even in high school and college were always perfect. They had to be! My parents are really into the fundy stuff and so like all the other kids in my youth groups, I remember lots of times when one of them would pull my pants down and slap my bare ass. It wasnt a big deal either. When if happened to you like around the Church and you got taken into the bathroom, well then it was double embarrassment but it happened that way anyway. It just wasnt my folks either. We had to sit quietly in church or wed get pulled out and in there. Youd see kids going out of church with their dad pulling their hand and you knew what was going to happen and it did. Anytime dad did that to me in a bathroom out then Id get the really full monty when we got home. Dad didnt fool around. Dad had a special part like in our basement and he kept a paddle for each of us boys there and a chair hed sit on when he paddled us which was most of the time. He was at leawst somewhat thoughtful as he had a carpet down there so when we had to strip off everything at least it wasnt too cold on the concrete floor. He had a workbench there too and sometimes if he was really mad we had to bend over it and hes uses his grandfathers old razor strap on our asses. It didnt matter how loud we cried or screamed down there cause it was all below the ground with no windows or nothing. Dad did it to us down there cause he didnt think mom should have to hear us getting it but he really knew how to paddle and we all bawled and cried a lot down there. I hated being sent down there! Mom never took us down there. Shed only tell us to drop our pants and shorts and get over her knee! s in the kitchen by the kitchen table. She used a ruler and it hurt plenty! It wasnt nothing usual though cause all of us guys in the youth group had dads who spanked them. Wed all talk about who got it the worse and it wasnt me. Actually, Im going to raise my kids that way if I ever have any. Aint no big deal and I learned a lot growing up like that. Im in college now but still if I screw up my grades or anything I know Im in for it when I get home. Fundies are like that. Spanking is part of our culture.
But what I want to talk about something I learned here. I was out looking for some part time jobs and like shoveling snow last winter and I realized I had some easy assets, shall we say. Im considered cute but look younger than I am, but anyway, I shoveled this one guys walk and he paid me. He also invited me in and we talked a bit and he made me some hot coffee which I REALLY needed right about then. We got to talking and hes like older and all and I asked him if there were other things I could do for him around the place? He came right out and asked me if I was gay and so what the hell I told him yes and that I was proud of it. My folks dont know but thats another matter.
They would kill me! Anyway he told me hed pay me if I wanted to clean his place and do the yard and all in the summer, but he wanted to know if I knew how to clean a place? Well, I did, thanks to my fundy mother. It went like that way for awhile. Hes a really nice guy. One day after I was done cleaning the place and hed paid me he made a comment about my being good looking and cute. No big deal cause like Id been knowing hed was watching my ass and all while I was working around there for a month of so. I wasnt in any hury and hes a kind guy and been really nice to me so no problem. He offered me $50 if Id take all my clothes off. I asked if he was really serious and he nodded so I did a strip in record time! He just wanted to see and run his hands over me. His eyes seemed to pop out but $50 is $50. So I stood there in his kitchen nude and my clothes all on the chair and I walked over to where he was standing and staring and hugged him with me nude. His hands were like all over my body and thats cool. Hes paying. He can have as much of a feel as he likes. No problem! I augmented my salary like that and started cleaning in a skimpy pair of black onion skins. Hell _s_e_x_ to my generation is just recreation so I had no problem at all with any of it. Anyway, Id whip down my shorts and sit on his lap naked when I was done cleaning. Something about the way an older guy his age feels you up. I like it. I liked doing it for him too.
Wed like go out to dinner sometimes and I really appreciated it. He told me lots about business that is really interesting and that I can use. One time then he asked me about how I was brought up and he wanted to know if Id been spanked as a teenager. I told him of my family and that I still was when I went home if my grades werent good. He asked me how my grades were and I told him fine except for a recent report which wasnt so good. I was really surprised though when he asked me if he could spank me, like WOW, he just up and asked me. I wasnt sure what to do, but why not, I liked him, I said yes, if he wanted to Id like him to spank me.
So when we got back to his place he told me to take off all my clothes and he took me over his lap in his living room and spanked me. I hadnt been home for awhile so my ass wasnt used to Dad so his slaps hurt were hurting me and I started to get like teary. When he saw that he pulled me up on his lap and told me he was sorry, but I said no if he was going to spank me then spank me and I went back over his knees myself and told him to do it right or not do it at all. He did it right. I bawled my eyes out for him and when it was all over I knew to myself I felt soooo good about it and getting it and all. I slept in his guest room that night and the next morning he made me breakfast and checked out the damage. I was fine! I realized I liked him checking me out though. It was hot!
He offered me a deal I couldnt refuse. Hed spank me anytime he wanted to and Id get a flat $800 a month of taking care of his place. I jumped at it! So, now Im getting spanked a lot and Im fine with it. I do all the stuff around the place I used to do and inside and outside (which really isnt that much) but I never know when hes going to call me in for a spanking. We made a place in his basement like is in Dads. We call it "My spanking place." And he usually tells me to go down there and get ready for one. I love getting them over his knees and hes gotten really into my ass and giving them to me too. My grades are even fine now. After a spanking Im not allowed to put even my briefs back on until he says I can and I can stay over at him place anytime I want too. I espeiclaly like his hand on me after hes spanked meHe told me a friend of his is coming from D. C. but that things will continue the same here for us. Ah, that sort of really surprised me, but maybe Im over reacting? I mean he does like pay me and this is part of it.
My questions and I want an honest answer is – Do you think there is anything wrong with this? I know my parents would have a fit but Im gay and it feels sooooo right. Do you know of other guys like me and whats your take?
Please write back.
Leyden