********************************** Someone told me that I need to write down my past, so that is what I have done. It has come about in a couple of different ways, But I will put them all down now..Please send any comments/Ideas to me at slavespanky@hotmail. com..Lastly If you are any of the people involved let me Know... **********************************

I was stationed in Hawaii when I was in my early 20's and was lonely and very horny. I considered myself to be straight, because all of my experiences were straight. Well I had overnight duty and was so bored that I had picked up the local Pennysaver newspaper and was reading it. There was an ad for a Guy that wanted to give free massages to Military guys, so I had the next night off and I gave the guy a call, I asked him what type of massage he gave and stuff like that, well the guy tells me that he is in school for massages and wanted to get experience by giving massages to the Military guys who served for their Country.

I went over to his house which was located near Diamond Head, I knock on the door and this gentleman opens the door and asks me if I wanted anything to drink, or if I had any questions, I had never had a massage, so I asked him did I have to remove all of my clothes, he told me that I didn't have to but that it made it easier if I did. He showed me to the room, and told me to remove what I was comfortable with and that he would be back.

I removed my clothes, but left my underwear on, and folded them up onto the chair. He walked back into the room and had me get up onto the table. He had me lay on my stomach and he worked on my backside, as he moved down towards my ass, he slowly worked my underwear down and removed them, I was a little worried but decided to let him continue. Well he worked my legs and would lightly graze my anus, and I would jump a little, but i had to say it was very relaxing. He took out a towel and had me roll over, he covered my mid section with the towel and started to work on my upper body, and than down to my legs, as he was working on my thighs I was starting to feel my _d_i_c_k_ grow and was a little confused as it was a man that was causing this. I was hoping he didn't notice, but knew that he had. After he finished my legs he reached up under the towel and started to massage my _c_o_c_k_. I was freaking out and didn%27t know what to do, on one hand it felt great, but I was freaked so I jumped up off of the table and grabbed my clothes and ran out of the house buck naked and got into my car leaving my underwear in his house and than left. I called him back a week or so later and told him I was sorry that I left so quickly and rudely. He said he understood, and that if I wanted I could come back and pick up my underwear. I never did...

I was really confused after this happened, so I didn't know what was going on, but I started to have fantasies about this event and was having some great jack-off sessions with this memory. I started to spend a lot of time on a computer and was introduced to what a BBS was, and started to have a lot of fun. I needed some money and started to answer ads for someone needing amateur models.

One of the first ads that I answered was for someone who wanted someone to model underwear for experience. I went over and did the modeling and the photographer asked after the session was over if I was interested in a little extra money, I said I was, he offered that if I would let him videotape me jacking off, he would pay me an extra $50.00. being greedy that i was I did it for him. It was fun and we were both happy. I never did anything _s_e_x_ual with him, but I was becoming a little more free spirited.

The next ad that I answered was from the BBS, and it was a high ranking Naval Officer. I go over to his Officers Housing and meet him. He was very nice and seemed like he enjoyed Photography. We talked about what kind of modeling that he wanted me to do, and I agreed to do nude modeling as long as he paid me extra money. That went well and after he finished his last roll of film, I am laying there naked and kinda worn out, when he asked me if I would like to make some extra money, i asked him how, and he stated that he knew that i wasn't interested in having _s_e_x_ with him, but that he liked to spank people and that i reminded him of a son that he never had. It was weird, as I had never thought of spanking as erotic, but I needed the extra money. He said that he wouldn't do it to hard, and that if I didn't like it he would stop. Well we agreed and he had me put my underwear and shorts back on, and than we started to role-play. He acted like I had come home and had gotten a speeding ticket and he was mad at me for it. Well he told me to go into the kitchen and as"punishment" he wanted me to start cleaning up the dishes. Well about 3 minutes later, he walks into the kitchen and starts yelling at me for not doing a good job with the dishes and that I was doing it on purpose. He tells me to come back into the living room and stand by the couch.

I walk into the living room and he is sitting on the couch and tells me to walk over in front of him, I do and than he has me turn around and face away from him, after I turn away from him, he takes my hands pull them back and slaps a pair of handcuffs on them, this catches me off guard and I start to wonder what have I gotten myself into. (To make it easier, Ill call him M) M than reached around and unbuttoned my shorts and let them fall to the ground. M than slowly removed my underwear. I was standing there naked and handcuffed, when M placed a blindfold over my eyes and told me to bend over the chair that was in front of me. After I had leaned over the chair M stated that he was going to Warm my ass up, I was anxious as to what my reactions were going to be, M started to lightly slap my ass, and I could feel a little tingling sensation, but nothing like when he really let into spanking my ass.

After the warm up slaps on my ass, M started to get serious and really spanking me hard. All the while he was yelling at me telling me that he was going to take the keys away to the car and that I would not be able to go anywhere, all the while he was spanking me hard. My ass was burning and my _d_i_c_k_ was getting harder. It was weird, I couldn't understand it but I was getting turned on by the pain. This was very confusing and I think that M noticed this and he stopped and asked if I was OK? I told him that I was and to continue.

M than started to light into my ass as hard as he could, causing it to redden and burn beyond belief, I was in ecstasy, and I could feel the fire building up. I think that M sensed this as he reach around and un-handcuffed me and placed my hands onto my rigid _c_o_c_k_, and told me to Jack-off. I started to jack-off when he increased the pace of the spankings. I was going to cum and he was not going to stop, and that i s how I came, spurting my semen all over the chair, while getting my ass spanked. I was drained of energy and almost fell asleep after this was all over with. We talked for a while and I drove home, My ass on fire the whole drive home.

M and I had Many sessions like this and I was sad when he had to leave and go back to the states, but i took with me a lot of experience.

My Marriage feel apart while I was in Hawaii and than i really had no money to live off of, so I went back to my old ways and a photographer told me of a movie house on Hotel St and told me that i should talk to the manager, that they might have a way for me to make some extra money. I went and talked with him and he said that if I wanted to he could set a room up and turn some music on, and I could dance for the customers. He raised the prices to get in and paid me $30.00 and I would make money with tips. I showed up on the first Friday night and it was a packed house, i had brought a tape with some music to dance to and than put on a g-string, a pair of jeans and a half shirt, that I had. The manager went into the room and turned on the light put the music on and than i entered into the room.

I was so scared when i entered into the room, there were probably 20 gentleman in there, and all their eyes were on me, well i started to dance and move around on the table that the manager had placed into the center of the room. After a while I was comfortable and decided to get down off of the table and dance around the room, I started at one side and than went around the room, gathering tips up as I went around the room. I made almost $100 the first night and i did this for a couple weeks, enjoying the money and being the exhibitionist..

On the last night that i was going to do this We had an auction for the Special closing, I couldn't believe it, the bidding was high and I was ready, so I did my dance routine and than when the ending got close, I had the man that was the highest bidder come up and sit in the chair that was in the center if the room. I than told him that it was my birthday and that i needed to get my birthday spankings, well this guy blushed and said that he could do that, i crawled up on his lap and he starts to "tap" my ass, and i tell him, that he is allowed to spank me as hard as he wants, so he hits me a little harder and than a little harder, and I keep encouraging him to hit harder, and he does. I feel that he is starting to get turned on by spanking me and i am unable to hide that I am also. Well the man has already been embarrassed enough and he does not want to stay in the center of the room and he gets up and walks back over towards his chair. I look around the room and everybody is so turned on, so I decide to climb into the chair and I start to jack off in front of the whole room, I was so excited and had to take it slow, I could feel the eruption building and 3/4 of the room was also doing the same thing, and when I did finally erupt, it was like a exploding volcano, with my _c_o_c_k_ exploding and shooting cum way up in the air and it landing on my chest, the room lost it also and it was an unbelievable sight, all these men cumming at once.. I will never forget that place and I hope it will never forget me..

It was not long after that that i left Hawaii, and moved back to the States and had to start all over in finding someone to play with. I started by looking in the ads for models wanted and found one photographer that took me around in his car on a sunday, and we took pictures at Construction sights, some with handcuffs on, naked and on top of tractors...

I also answered an ad for someone needing a roomate, He lived all the way near the Pennsylvania Line, i went out to his house and met him and we started to talk, but there was a problem as he had cats and I was allergic to cats, so we knew that i wouldnt be able to live there, but we started to talk about my past and he was really interested. Well I also failed to mention that he was a nudist and had a big farm, with a big hot tub and a pool. We decided that we were going to get into the hottub, so i went into the bathroom and took my clothes off, so that the cat hair wouldnt get onto my clothes, when i came out He and his buddy were already naked so we went out and got into the hottub.

As we were in the hot tub, we talked about my past even more and he was getting into it and he asked me if i would like or him to spank me, i said that i would and he spanked me right there on the side of the hot tub, with his friend watching. We also talked about the next time that i came up to visit and how he wanted me to stop at the parking lot near his hose and to take my clothes off and tha drive the rest of the way naked. This got me so hard, but every time that i called him, we were never able to find a good time for the both of us, and than i think that he lost interest.

That was abour four years ago, and now, I am returning to my old ways again. I have met a gentleman that is starting to get intop what we are doing, and what I like. He went out and bought some panty hose, woman panties and a nightgown and has started to have me wear them while he will spank me, and than jack me off. I have tried to explain to him the part of me that ikes to give up control, but he hasnt really caught ahold of that, so we will just have to keep trying. He bought this huge brand new house. This house is so wild, it would work great in some fantasy's, so i hope we can do more. He even has this little "bed" coushin at the foot of his bed that I would love to be tied up to. He has a garage and I have tried to tell him that I would love to be told to come over to his house and as I pull up he will open the garage door and there will be a note telling me to remove my clothes, and put on something that he has laid out for me. I enter into his house and then he just starts to take control of me, putting a dog collar on me and walking me up to his room, and than taking me into the bathroom and forcing me to take a enema, and than putting a butt plug in and than tying me up, while he brings in someone else and the two of them will start to play with me and punish me.

I would also love for him to tie me up into a chair and force me to watch him have _s_e_x_ with someone, as he knows that he cant with me, but I would love to see him satisfied by someone else. There are so many fantasies that i have for the two of us, I just have to help him along in them and give him some more hints.

I have also found a big interest in the web. I have spent many a hour online talking with others that have my interest and have learned alot. I have also found a mistress, that i serve totally online and we have alot of good times in her room. We have had many a sessions that i have walked away from and have been rock hard. i wish that i could meet up with her, as i have never really been spanked by a female and would love to know what it is like. She and i really get along and enjoy alot of the same things.