I canot rember my first spanking but it was before I started school. What I do remember was the way it happened as this always stayed the same.
I was ordered to strip to my vest and pants and stand with my hands on my head in the living room. My pants were then pulled right down and I had to stand there with bare bottom and little hairless dick on show as my new stepfather told me off for what ever I'd done wrong. Then I was spanked across his knees untill my bottom felt like it was on fire and I was bawling my eyes out. I was then allowed to stand and rub my bottom giving anybody present a good view of everything as I did my little dance around the room. As my punishments were carried out regardless of who was there.
As I got older the spankings got longer and harder and around the age of 12 I became very self-conscious about what everything anybody present would see especially when I opened and closed my legs as I was spanked showing everything between and also when I did my little dance. Sometimes I would have a semi erection sometimes a full one with my 4 inches bobing up and down over my balls.
When I reached puberty and started to grow hair around my dick a number of things changed in the space of a couple of months. After my 13 birthday my stepfather still spanked me naked apart from my vest across his knees but he had also got a strap about 10 inches long by 1 inch wide. For this I had to kneel on the table head in my hands knees spread wide with my pink hole on view to be straped usually between 10 and 20 times the last 2 would always be placed vertically right between my cheeks onto my hole.
I also started to rub my erection against my bed after the pain was not so bad untill one day there was a fuzzy itch and I shot my first load onto my sheets. I soon worked out what my right hand was for and was masturbating at least once a day and always after being spanked.
I now started to get _s_e_x_ually excited be being spanked especially if there was a witness pushing my bum back and out as far as I could for maximum exposure.
I also started to masturbate in public places with the risk of getting caught exciting me all the more. A favorate being the back seat up stairs on the bus home from school thinking about the next time I'd spanked and what I would be showing. Then one day sombody came up stairs between stops and caught me trousers and pants around my knees masturbating furiously. Naughty naughty he said as I opened my eyes in shock he sat down beside me brushed my hand off my dick replacing it with his own this was the first time sombody else had done this and it did not take long untill the back of the seat with several lines of cum.
to be continued