note: I anyone wishes to respond to Cliff, send the note to me and I will forward it immediately. Cal
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Cal ¨C
Well, I just turned 25 about a month ago. I have had a couple girlfriends, but I found out that was not what I was looking for. OK, then I have had a couple of boyfriends but have not yet found one that I'm really able to get serious about. They like my body and all but their intrest in me was limited right there. So right now I single, and very firmly non-committed and looking to find someone. Yes I am in school and currently in my junior year at XXXXX State University, majoring in Agricultural Science, with a strong minor in philosophy, which is my second love. Yes, I¡¯m a farm boy and built like one. I grew up on hard work and I love it even more when it¡¯s outdoors.
As for my experiences within a domination relationship, they are not really too extensive as of yet. And I really don't know if they will become so either. I say this because, some people do not truly understand the whole nature of this "lifestyle", and indeed some even find it a bit odd.
When I was younger, I received spankings from my mom and dad and I mean a lot of them. I was never really a bad kid, but when I was punished, it was usually in the form of a spanking that never seemed to end. I think the last time I received a spanking from either my mom or dad I was like 19. Usually, both my mom and dad were both present in the room when I got spanked, but it never mattered cause I had to take off my jeans and briefs anyway.
On occassion, my dad would be away on business trips, so my mom was left to take care of things. This being the house, along with me and my sister. One time when I got in trouble, my mom decided I needed a spanking. I was like 16 and a half at the time. She had me go to my room and get ready, (which usually meant removing every thing but my underwear when she was going to do it), and wait for her. When she came in the room, she had a paddle with her, and closed the door. She then proceeded to give me THE big lecture, and told me how I should feel guilty about what I did and all that crap. Then she had me bend over, while holding on to the arms of a chair in the room. She then pulled down my briefs to my knees, stood to the side of me and began to apply the paddle. She really does it well too !. !. !. !. !.
With my dad it was really worse, but he always spanked me over his knees and with his hand and a ping-pong paddle. He could make me cry anytime he wanted to and he seemed to ¡°want to¡± a lot !. Several times after he spanked me I would get aroused, to the thought of that spanking and remembering being over his knees.
The first boyfriend I had, after about 6 months or so, was kinda into spanking also. So I would being to coach him into it, and it sort of became a thing with us every 2 months or so when he would decide I should be spanked and just spank me. Since then I had one other boyfriend out of maybe 4 that got into this, after I spent maybe 4-5 months talking about it to each. We didn't always make it a thing every time we had _s_e_x_, but it happened enough, to satisfy me. The last boyfriend was even getting into humiliation, and spanked me in front of 2 of his friends. Then he was getting to much into the heavy drinking scence, along with weed...and that ended it for me. I tried girlfriends too but that was a complete waste.
But through all of it, I always had a sense of major relief after I got a spanking. Most of the time they started out easy, and built in intensity. And yes I've had a burning cherry-red ass a couple times from it. But every once in a while, I have this burning desire to be spanked. If that makes any sense to you !..
I've talked this over with some close guy friends, one, no two have expressed an interest in it also. One of them offered to give me a spanking, but it just doesn't seem to feel right...getting it from a Friend my age. Don't get me wrong, I have thought about going through with it a couple times, and I don't think it is wrong for a guy to admit to another guy his age, that he needs or wants a spanking. I don't know...it just seems to me that guys tend to be more brutal...and tend to become _s_e_x_ually aroused, by spanking another guy...thus have a greater tendency to get carried away by it and anyway I know I want an on-going and real relationship with an older man who would do it for real based on real things in life if you know what I mean? That makes it real for me. I mean like it¡¯s a really really strong desire and I know I need one and a real one for sure.
Are there other guys my age like this?
But anywho, this is my experience thus far. I figure I'm still young, and will probably fulfill most of my spanking desires. And who knows, maybe I'll even take this guy friend of mine up on the offer someday !.. But he can¡¯t be more than a play thing cause he¡¯s my age. I want to find an older man.
So how can we meet or how can I find someone or can you help me and all find someone here. I'm really wanting to hear back from you.
Till we chat again,
Take care !. !. !.
Cliff