[Note: This story is a sequel to my earlier 'Oregon Trail' story, in which I described how I got caught by two groups of guys who got off on beating and raping young teenagers like me. I'm thankfully past all that it mostly happened just before I turned seventeen-- but I still keep dwelling on the memories of what they and their friends did to me and made me do.
I wrote the 'Oregon Trail' story in the hope that doing so would help me cope with my memories of how it all started. Writing it out did help me face up to my own role in that, as did many of your comments. It helps to know I'm gay, of course. I didn't know that then. There was a lot I didn't know about myself then, maybe a lot I still don't.
I've decided to write about some of my memories of subsequent events too, writing them out in similar detail. I don't feel guilty about most of them, for a lot of what happened was out of my control. Even so, I think it will help to write about them. I keep thinking about what I might have done differently. Especially in this one.
I don't know how many episodes I'll write up. That'll partly depend on what you think of them. They won't be a continuous record, so I'll write them in the form of separate stories.
This particular story is actually a continuation of the earlier 'Oregon Trail' story. It begins at the very moment that story ended, and so continues from that story without a break. But I think of the earlier story as self-contained, and so decided to keep this story separate.
The earlier story described how Tom and Phil and the others caught me and bent me to their will. This story describes what happened when I followed Phil's instructions and went to meet them again the following Friday, thinking I knew what I would get. What actually happened was a surprise.]
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Before I start, I'd like to thank the readers of the earlier story who sent comments and other feedback. I asked you guys to tell us if you thought I deserved punishment, and several of you did tell us that. Jeb gave me some of what you suggested, at least where both of us agreed it was warranted. I went along with everything, at first. However, some of the feedback was wrong and totally unjustified. I didn't agree with it and refused to accept the punishments, in spite of the fact that Jeb agreed with them. That's led to problems between us.
The problems are pretty central to the two of us. We've been together for almost a year now, and up to now have thought ourselves partners for life. Not now! It's very depressing.
Maybe after reading this episode and the next you can give us some helpful advice. God knows, we need some. As I see it, Jeb is the problem. Or maybe writing these stories was. Jeb has convinced himself that I was much more at fault than I admitted in the stories, that I wasn't an innocent at all. He's wrong, of course. And he's way out of line in saying I need to be punished so that I learn never to do that again. If I want to do it again, that's my business. I'm almost tempted to, just to say 'fu_ck you!' to him.
[Jeb asks me to tell you that he's seen what I just wrote and that it's typical of my attitude. Well, if it is, so be it. I don't know if we'll stay together. Jeb says we won't if I don't shape up. He thinks I'm the problem, not him, and is telling me I've got to do things his way or get out. Talk about arrogance!]
Jeb says readers are right when they say I wanted it, asked for it, and had it all coming. He thinks what I've written below about what happened between Rob and me and Kevin in this episode totally destroys my pretensions to being innocent back then. If that's not enough, he says, wait until you read about what I did later, when I ran into some of the guys who'd beaten me the previous weekend. (That's described in the next episode, which he's already seen.) He says I was deliberately provocative, that I baited them and asked for punishment. That's complete bullsh_it, of course. But that's what he says. He claims I lie when I say I never wanted it.
[I just asked Jeb if he wants to add anything to that, but he just smiled. He said I'm making his case just fine. The only thing he wants to say is that he's not condemning me for what I did. He says he just wants me to face up to it and learn from it.]
I'm trying to present his views as fairly as I can, so that you guys can decide who's right. That's the compromise I agreed to when the two of us talked about this over the past couple of weeks out in the mountains. Jeb says I can stay while I get reactions from you guys, provided that I knuckle under if you guys tell me I should. I said I'd go along with that, hoping you guys will support me. If you don't, I frankly don't know what I'll do.
As before, for what it's worth, you can write to Jeb directly if you prefer; his address is jeb_loves_alan@hotmail. com. Please note the underscores; at least one reader tried to send a message to Jeb without noticing them.
[Final note: I wrote all that a week ago. I'm not quite as sure right now about all of this. I don't want to leave Jeb.]
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The first story ended when I went to meet Tom and Phil a week after they first beat me and raped my ass. I went to meet them because they'd left me no choice, telling me they'd send pictures of what I'd done out on the trail to my parents if I didn't come. I was sure that my parents would throw me out if they ever saw the pictures, and was willing to do anything to keep that from happening. I wrote about that in Part 3 of the 'Oregon Trail' story, so won't say more about that here.
I'd seen the pictures, and they were terrible. Not technically. Technically, they were all too good. What they showed was graphic evidence of se_xual depravity, all with me as the featured performer. There was no way anybody could see them without concluding that I was voluntarily participating in the most egregious forms of gay se_x. I couldn't deny it, or claim that it had been faked. Well, maybe I could try. But I knew I'd never get away with it. My face was just too recognizable, and the pictures just too vivid. There was no way they could have been faked.
So anyway, there I was, knowing I had no choice but to do whatever they wanted. I suppose some of you, like Jeb, will claim that I wanted what I was going to get from them. Well, if you think that, screw you. The last thing I wanted was to be waiting at the phone outside the bus station, waiting for one of them to call. I had to do it. I had no choice.
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[1] . [4:05 pm Friday, Sept. 20: At the bus terminal]
I picked up the phone on the first ring.
"Who's that?" a voice asked peremptorily. It was Phil.
"Alan" I said quickly. "Alan Bryant."
"You're late, Alan. What happened? This is my third call."
"I missed them" I explained nervously. "I'm sorry! I got held up."
"You'll be a lot sorrier when we see you. You get punished for being late. Don't you know that by now?"
"It wasn't my fault. I couldn't help it."
"That's a lie, kid. It doesn't take half an hour to get to the bus station from your school. You coming to meet us?"
"Do I have a choice?" I asked bitterly.
"You always have a choice. You can come and get your ass punished, with extra for being late. Or you can say 'fu_ck you' and walk away. I'm close to your house now, ready to drop an envelope through your mail slot if you walk away."
"You know I don't want that" I said fervently.
"Don't want what?"
"Photos dropped through the mail slot."
"You'd rather get your ass punished?"
I didn't say anything.
"I didn't hear an answer, kid."
"Fu_ck you!"
He laughed. "Now you're being rude. That's another punishment. You just can't get enough, can you?"
I controlled my anger. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that."
"That's right, you shouldn't. Has the 4:10 bus to Fullerton left yet?"
I saw a bus drive out. "That may be it right now." It turned and I saw its destination. "Yeah, it is."
"Okay, you'll have to get the next one. Are you alone?"
"Yes, of course."
"Okay. Here's what you do. The next bus to Fullerton is at 4:30. Take it to the Miramar shopping center. You know it?"
"Yes, I do. I know where the bus stop is, anyway."
"Good. Get off there. There's a computer store at the north end of the mall with an entrance from the parking lot. Walk there and wait outside. Someone will pick you up. Got that?"
"Yes."
"Don't talk to anyone. Just do as I just said."
The phone clicked. I put the receiver back, got a ticket, and got on the bus.
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[2] . [Miramar Plaza]
There were only three other people sitting on the bus, all older women. A young black kid waiting in the station got on just before it left. He was slender and about my height. He sat in the back.
When we got to the shopping center, I got off. The black kid was the only other person to get off. He grinned at me and went into the waiting room to tie up a shoe. I started walking across the parking lot to the computer store.
When I got there, Kevin was waiting inside the store. He waved to me and beckoned me in.
"You came after all" he grinned. "I was beginning to wonder."
I smiled ruefully. "You talk as if I had a choice."
He smiled. "You've made Tom happy, kid. Phil told him you have even more punishment coming."
I shrugged dismissively. "So what else is new? What happens now?"
"We go out through the mall. We'll get picked up out back."
We walked across the mall and out through a back entrance. A car was waiting for us.
"Get in" Kevin ordered, opening the rear door.
I got in before him, gaping at the driver as we drove off. It was the black kid from the bus.
Kevin grinned at him. "What do you think of him, Rob?"
"Not bad" the black kid grinned, looking at me in the mirror. "Is he as good as he looks?"
Kevin laughed. "Better. He's almost as hot as you are."
"Yeah?" Rob snorted. "You must be a great fu_ck."
I shrugged in embarrassment, not knowing what to reply.
"Rob's a good fu_ck, too" Kevin grinned. "He likes getting it up his ass even more than you do."
I shook my head. "That's not my scene."
"Oh, come on. You were hot as hell last weekend, out there on the hill. You should see the pictures we took, Rob. He's one of the se_xiest kids on our site."
"Se_xier than you and me?" Rob laughed.
"You'd better believe it. I've never seen a kid enjoy it as much."
"Wow!" Rob grinned at me in the mirror. "I can't wait to see that."
I squirmed in embarrassment, wondering if Rob had seen Phil's pictures. He wasn't as young as I'd first thought. Close up, he looked seventeen or eighteen. Younger than Kevin, but definitely older than me.
"Where are we going?" I asked nervously.
Neither of them bothered to reply. We drove onto the highway and turned towards Bolton.
Rob looked at me again. "If you're that hot, I bet you can't wait to get your ass fu_cked."
I shrugged. "I'm not as keen on it as you are."
"Oh, I bet you are."
Kevin grinned at Rob. "You want to stop and find out?"
Rob laughed. "Have we time?"
"Sure. We've got an hour or more to kill."
"Fantastic! Let's pick up some beer. Okay?"
"Sure."
Rob drove off the road. Kevin went into a store and came back with a couple of six-packs. He stowed them in the back and got back in. Rob drove off again.
"You got a place in mind?" he asked Kevin.
"Yeah. In the woods. I'll tell you when we get there."
We drove for another five minutes. "On the left, around the next turn" Kevin said suddenly.
Around the next bend, an unpaved road came in from the left. It looked like a logging road.
"That's it" Kevin said. "Turn in here."
We turned onto the road and drove up it one or two miles, up past an abandoned camp.
"This is it now. Bear right."
We drove through a clearing into an ungraded bumpy road. The road went on for another quarter mile or so, ending suddenly at a log which had fallen across the road.
"Is this what you want to stretch him across?" Rob grinned.
Kevin smiled and shook his head. "We have a short hike. Bring the beer."
We walked a few hundred meters into another clearing. The clearing was grassy and sunlit. Its only distinguishing characteristic was a log about half a foot off the ground on one side. The log was smooth, perhaps a foot and a half in diameter.
"Not a bad place" Rob grinned. "It's certainly private."
"Yeah" Kevin grinned. "No one ever comes here. And it even has the right kind of log."
Rob put his hand on my ass. "This'll look pretty nice draped over that."
"Yeah, it will" Kevin smiled. "Show him, kid."
"How about we have a beer first?" I suggested tentatively.
Rob slid his hand under my ass. "It sure feels cute" he grinned. "You should take a picture, Kevin."
"Yeah" Kevin nodded. "Oh, shi_t" he said abruptly. "I meant to bring my pack. It's got my camera and other stuff. You guys have a beer while I go get it. I'll just be a few minutes."
"Take your time" Rob laughed.
Kevin ran out of the clearing.
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[3] . [Getting to know Rob]
Rob turned to me and grinned. "You still want that beer?" He passed me a beer and took one for himself. "Let's sit on the log."
We sat beside each other. He moved close and put his hand on my leg.
"So what's your thing, kid? How do you like getting it?"
I shrugged and drank from the can.
"You're the strong silent type, are you?" he grinned.
I laughed bitterly. "Does it make a difference what I like?"
"I guess not" he laughed. "But I like to know." He moved his hand up to my crotch. "You must like it. Your prick is hard."
I shrugged in embarrassment. "I can't help it."
"That's what I hear" he grinned. "I hear you really get turned on by this."
"I don't know about that."
He laughed. "Meaning you do. That's probably why Tom and Phil think you're such a great fu_ck. They can't stop telling people how great you are."
"Wonderful."
"You still haven't told me what you like best. You want me to fu_ck you? Or do you want to fu_ck me first?"
I looked at him in surprise. "Are you serious?"
"Sure" he grinned. "I like getting it any way I can. The more ways, the better. Especially with a good-looking kid like you. How big is your prick?"
That question really threw me. "Average, I guess. Six inches or so."
"That's not bad for a kid your age. What are you? Fifteen? Sixteen?"
"Sixteen. How old are you?"
"Eighteen next month. How's your beer?"
"Pretty much done" I shrugged. I drank the rest. "Pass me another."
I couldn't get over how casual he was. His attitude to se_x seemed totally relaxed, so much so that it almost made se_x seem unimportant. Rob obviously had not grown up in a fundamentalist household. I looked at him in wonder as he passed me a beer. He looked very se_xy. His casual air made that look even more intense.
I drank the beer quickly, amazed at my reaction. Rob was incredibly good-looking, with an unbelievably attractive grin. But I think it was his attitude that turned me on. I could feel my prick swell as I watched him. Amazing, I thought. I'm not gay, at least I didn't think I was. But there was no doubt about the fact that I was attracted to him.
I shook my head and finished the second beer. "Pass me another one."
He smiled and shook his head. "Not so fast, kid. Take off your clothes. I want to see your ass."
"Let me have another beer first."
He grinned. "Haven't you heard about obedience?"
I looked at him in surprise. "You're not going to pull that shi_t on me too, are you?"
He laughed. "Why not? You don't think Kevin and I would do that?"
I shrugged. "I don't know what to think."
"Tell you what" he grinned. "I'll take your clothes off, piece by piece. Each time I take something off, you can take the same thing off me. Okay?"
I nodded nervously. I had no doubt where this was going to end. I let him take my polo shirt off and then took his off.
"You have a nice body" he smiled appreciatively. "You work out?"
"Sometimes" I shrugged. "Mostly, I just run."
"Yeah, Kevin told me about that. You've got a really nice body."
I looked at him and laughed. "So do you."
"I know" he grinned. "We're both se_xy as hell. Take off your running shoes. I'll take mine off, too."
We both did that. Then Rob undid my belt, unzipped my jeans, and pulled them down. He pushed them down until they dropped to my ankles, and did the same with my underpants.
"Step out of them."
I did as he asked, standing before him naked with my prick hard out in front of me. He'd really turned me on.
He grinned and whistled softly. "You're really attractive, kid. Even better than I thought."
"Yeah?" I grinned. I reached forward to undo his jeans and pull them down. "You're pretty good too."
I had my hand on his ass. He'd looked good before in clothes. But he looked outstanding with them off. He pushed his underpants down and stepped out of them. His prick was hard, like mine. We were both very turned on.
He had an amazingly beautiful body. He was very slender, even more so than I was, with an incredibly flat belly below moderately well-muscled shoulders. His belly set off his ass. I'd never seen anyone with such round, firm buttocks. And the color of his skin made him look unbelievably se_xy. His skin was a chocolate brown, rather than totally black. He looked very exotic, like he was part Asian. Maybe that's what made him appear so young.
"You like what you see?" he grinned. He looked down at my hard-on. "I guess I don't need to ask, do I?"
I smiled ruefully and nodded. "I guess you don't."
His prick looked hard as steel. It was an inch or so bigger than mine and a little thicker. I could see it throb.
We stood for a moment looking at each other.
"You're even better than Kevin told me" he smiled. He put his hand on my shoulder and then ruffled my hair. "You're good, kid. You really are."
"You're pretty good yourself" I grinned.
I don't know what it was, but something about him made me feel really relaxed about wanting him. I couldn't get over how much he turned me on. I'd never felt like that about anyone. Maybe it was partly because it was so unexpected. I'd never imagined anyone so attractive would actually invite me to fu_ck him. That blew my mind away.
"So who goes first?" he grinned. "You in me, or me in you?"
He reached down and grabbed my hard-on, swinging my face to his with his other hand. I closed my eyes as he kissed me. My prick leaped in his hand as I felt our tongues touch. I'd never been kissed by anyone before, let alone like that. I felt totally swept away.
I put my arms around him and gave myself up to him, kissing him so feverishly that I was conscious of nothing else. He pulled me up to him, crushing his hard-on up against my belly.
That's how Kevin found us when he returned. I opened my eyes when I heard him.
Kevin took another picture as I looked.
"You guys are se_xy as hell!" he laughed, stripping off his clothes. "Who's in the middle first?"
"This is one on one" Rob grinned. "Get yourself a beer and watch us."
"I'll come just watching you" Kevin grinned.
"Then fu_ck yourself over us" Rob laughed. He pulled me down on the log. "So which is it, kid? Me in you or you in me? You never told me what you want."
I looked at him in amazement, still not believing he was serious.
"Fu_ck me first, kid. Then I'll fu_ck you."
"You'll need this" Kevin grinned, tossing him a tube of lubricant.
"Thanks" Rob grinned. "Bend over, kid."
I did as he said. He spread some on my prick and then around and into my asshole. I squirmed in excitement as I felt his finger push into my asshole and around in my rectum. It felt incredibly good.
"God!" I moaned. "Fu_ck! You're really turning me on!"
"Good. Do the same for me."
He handed me the tube and bent over so I could lubricate his asshole.
I did as he'd done, feeling even more excited as I stuck my finger up into his asshole. He had an incredibly attractive ass, even more so now that I was feeling its smooth skin. I'd never imagined ever doing anything remotely like this. The fact that I was sticking my finger into his ass was unbelievable. It made me think I could do anything.
He lay down on his back over the log and pulled me down on him, kissing me while guiding my prick into him. The combined sensation of his tongue kissing mine while my prick pushed into his asshole was just wonderful, so incredibly exciting that I came just seconds after plunging into him.
He grinned as I climbed off. "You fu_cking teenagers are all the same. Hair-trigger release!"
"I'm sorry" I said apologetically. "I couldn't help it."
"I know" he grinned. "You'll be better next time. Right now, it's my turn."
He positioned me with my back on the log and quickly entered me, still kissing me. I was still so excited that my prick got hard again while he fu_cked me. When he came, I came too.
He pulled me up on my feet and grinned at me. "You're fantastically good, kid. You just don't stop cumming, do you?"
I grinned in embarrassment. "It's you. I can't help it."
He laughed and shook his head. "You're the one, kid. You're wonderful."
I shook my head. "No. You are."
"Hey, can the applause!" Kevin grinned. "It's my turn now."
"Oh, have another beer" Rob laughed.
"No fu_cking way! Turn over on your belly, kid."
Rob was holding my prick, which rapidly got hard again. "He's too fu_cking good for that, Kevin. Let him fu_ck me while you fu_ck him."
He turned and grinned at me. "Just last a little longer this time, okay?"
I laughed as he pulled me down. "I'll try."
"Push your prick in" he grinned. "But don't do anything more until Kevin fu_cks you. Let him get down on you before you start fu_cking me."
He kissed me and guided the end of my prick into his asshole, kissing me while Kevin got down on top. When Kevin pushed his prick in, that pushed mine in further. It didn't take long for Kevin's lunges to propel my prick all the way up into Rob's ass.
The combined sensation of Rob's tongue on mine, Kevin's prick in me, and my prick in Rob was like nothing I'd ever imagined. Kevin's lunges drove my prick deeply into Rob, getting me progressively more and more excited. Thanks to having already come, it took longer this time for me to cum. When I finally did, it was with a fantastic explosion deep inside Rob's ass. As I clenched my asshole around Kevin's prick, Kevin exploded into me.
When we pulled ourselves up off the log, I felt as if Rob had sucked everything out of me. I'd never felt anything so good.
"Wow!" Kevin grinned happily. "That was something else!"
"Yeah" Rob grinned. "You're great, kid."
I grinned back. "So are you." I grinned at Kevin. "You too. Your prick felt really good. It really turned me on."
Kevin laughed. "You're learning fast, kid. Let's have a beer."
We sat on the log drinking. "You want to fu_ck Kevin too?" Rob grinned.
I looked at him in amazement. "Would he let me do that?"
"Ask him" Rob laughed. "Kevin likes anything. Right, Kevin?"
Kevin shrugged and smiled. "Almost anything. Right now, I just want another beer." He went to the case and got himself another beer. "How about you guys?"
"Sure" I grinned, taking another. I was feeling incredibly satisfied. "Would you actually let me fu_ck you?"
Kevin laughed. "Sure. But not right now, okay? Let me finish this beer first."
Rob looked at his watch. "Maybe you'd better finish it in the car. It's almost six."
"Seriously?" Kevin looked at his watch. "Shi_t, we'll be late. I'd better phone Phil."
He took a cell phone out of his pack and walked over to the side of the clearing, speaking softly into the phone. I couldn't hear what he said, but I could see him grinning as he nodded.
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[4] . [Looking for entertainment]
"Phil said we might as well stay here and have fun" he grinned as he came back to us. "Something's come up. He and Tom have to meet someone. They're going to be tied up for another hour at least."
"So what do they want us to do?" Rob asked.
"Bring him to deBeers later on. He said they'll be there by nine."
"I can't do that" I said nervously. "I promised my mom I'd be home early."
"Then you'd better phone her. Tell her your plans have changed."
"When would I get home?"
"Some time tomorrow. You're staying with Phil and Tom tonight."
"I can't do that."
He smiled at Rob. "Phil thought he might say that. You want to help change his mind?"
Rob shrugged. "You mean beat his ass?"
"Yeah" Kevin grinned. "Problem is, he really likes it. He got really turned on last week by Tom slapping his ass, so much so that he came all over Tom's thighs."
Rob looked at me with a quizzical smile. "Is that right?"
I shrugged helplessly. "I was drunk. I didn't know what I was doing."
He laughed. "Then have another beer."
I shook my head. "I've had enough. For now, anyway."
Kevin sat on the log and pointed to his knees. "Lie down over me, kid. I'll show Rob what it does to you."
I shook my head. "Let's not do that. Okay?"
He grinned. "You've still not learned much about obedience, have you?"
I looked at him fearfully. "You're not serious."
"Kid, I just told you to do something."
Rob was still smiling. "You'd better do what he says, Alan."
I shook my head. "I'm not keen on this, okay?"
Kevin grinned and got up. "I guess Phil wins his bet."
"He bet the kid would disobey you?"
"Yeah, and he was right. That's okay. I like giving him lessons. Get down over the log, kid. I've got the strap in my backpack, just for this."
"Come on" I said anxiously. "You can't really mean this."
Rob laughed. "He doesn't believe you, Kevin."
Kevin laughed. "Then I guess we'd better show him. You going to get down on the log, kid? Or do we have to punish you for disobedience, too?"
"This isn't fair!" I said indignantly.
He grinned at Rob. "Like I told you, he likes getting it."
"I'm beginning to believe you. You want me to help you put him down over the log."
"Yeah."
Rob grabbed one of my arms.
"Let me go!" I said indignantly, struggling to get free. "You're not going to help him do this shi_t, are you?"
Rob grinned. "Come on, kid. You gotta know the score by now."
Kevin grabbed my other arm. "Okay, kid" he smiled. "You have a choice. You can get down over that log on your own or we can force you down over it. If we force you, you get another dozen on your ass on top of what you're already going to get. You going to cooperate?"
I looked at Rob questioningly. He just shrugged and smiled. "You heard him, kid. It's your choice."
"I thought you were a friend" I said accusingly.
He laughed. "I am your friend. So is Kevin. But you've got to learn to obey us, kid. You don't have a choice about that."
"You're not much of a friend if you help Kevin beat my ass."
"That's the way it is" he shrugged. "So what's your choice?"
"Let me go" I said bitterly. "I'll do it on my own."
"Okay" Rob nodded, letting me go. "Let him go, Kevin. Let's see if he'll do it on his own."
Kevin let go of my arm. I walked over to the log. Then, suddenly, I jumped over it, grabbed my shoes, and ran into the forest with them pursuing me.
I ran along a path, suddenly coming to a stream in a deep gully. There was a rope tied to a tree. I grabbed it, got it loose, and swung across the gully just before they caught up to me.
Holding onto the rope when I got to the other side, I looked back at them and grinned at their frustration.
I tied the rope around the tree and put on my shoes. "You're not getting me now" I laughed.
There was no way they could get across to me easily. I knew I'd have enough of a head start to outrun them handily if they tried.
Kevin looked at me and smiled. "Okay, kid. You win. Stay out here as long as you like. We'll take your clothes back with us and tell Phil what you chose." He looked at Rob. "Let's go."
They turned to go. "Wait!" I shouted. Kevin turned back. "You can't take my clothes! I can't go home without clothes!"
He shrugged. "That's your problem, kid."
"You can't leave me here like that!"
"No? What's stopping us?"
"But ..." I looked at them.
"You're supposed to be smart, kid. You want to stay here, fine by us. We'll tell Tom and Phil to pick you up out here if that's what you want."
I realized he was right, I wasn't being very smart. He held the cards.
"Let's come to a compromise" I suggested. "I'll come back if you promise not to beat my ass."
"We can't do that" Kevin shrugged. "You disobeyed and ran away. You have to be punished for that."
"Then we're at an impasse" I shrugged. "I'm not coming back for that."
"Did I show you the pictures Phil's got for his parents?" Kevin asked Rob.
Rob shook his head. "They good?"
"Are they ever! They're some of Phil's best. I bet the ones I took of you guys are almost as hot."
I suddenly remembered the pictures Kevin had taken of me and Rob. If anything, they'd be even more compromising than the ones Phil had shown me.
'Oh shi_t!' I thought to myself. I could just imagine what my parents would think.
My parents would go wild. If there was anything they would consider worse than pictures of gay se_x, it had to be me being fu_cked by a black teenager. Especially one as se_xy as Rob. I couldn't imagine anything worse.
I looked at Kevin fearfully, realizing that he'd be even better able to blackmail me than Phil.
"How about we turn the clock back?" I suggested. "I'll come if you don't punish me for running away."
Kevin smiled and shook his head. "No deal, kid. Disobedience always gets punished. So does running away. You come back, you get punished. The longer it takes for you to come back, the more you get on your ass."
"Come on, be reasonable" I pleaded.
"I'm being totally reasonable" he grinned. "It's your choice, kid. You want me to get Phil to drop my pictures off at your house?"
I shook my head, unable to think of anything to say. The thought was just too horrifying.
"That's what you avoid by coming back, kid. That and having no clothes."
"Okay" I said bitterly, knowing I had no choice. "I'll come back."
I untied the rope and swung back over the gully. I landed between them and walked with them back to the clearing.
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[5] . [Back in the clearing]
"Where do you want me?"
"Over the log."
I lay down on the log. "This what you want?" I asked bitterly.
"Not quite" Kevin smiled. "Turn around so you're facing into the clearing."
I got up, moved over to the other side, and lay down again, this time with my belly on the log.
"Stay there while I get the strap."
Kevin went to his pack and pulled out a leather strap.
"You came prepared" Rob grinned.
"It's not the best" Kevin shrugged. "It's only three feet."
"He'll feel it."
"Oh, he definitely will do that" Kevin grinned. "So how many do you think you get for running away, kid?"
I shrugged. "Half a dozen?" I suggested cautiously.
He laughed. "Don't be silly! That's way too little. What do you think Tom and Phil would give you for that if they were here?"
I shrugged again. "I have no idea."
"What do you think, Rob? Thirty on each side from each of them?"
"Something like that" Rob shrugged. "Maybe even more. But that's them. How about we just give him a dozen on each ass?"
"That's not much" Kevin shrugged.
"We can suspend the rest, to give if he disobeys or runs away again. We don't want to mark him up too much before Tom and Phil get him."
"That's not a bad idea" Kevin nodded. He suddenly grinned. "We'll tell Tom and Phil what we've done. They can give him the rest."
"Fu_cking sadist!" I muttered silently.
"What was that?" Kevin smiled.
"Nothing" I responded. "I'll do what you tell me."
"Good" he grinned. "You're learning." He turned to Rob. "He's got two punishments coming to him, one for disobedience and one for running away. You want to give him one of them?"
"If you like" Rob shrugged.
"Might as well have variety. I'll give him mine first." He went out in front of me and grinned. "Same rules as last weekend, kid. Don't scream, or we'll gag you and give you an extra dozen. Okay?"
"Right" I nodded grimly. I didn't remember any rules, but I wasn't going to argue.
Kevin reached back over his head and swung down, smashing the belt down onto my right buttock. The pain was electric, worse than I'd remembered. I barely kept myself from screaming.
"That was just a test, kid. I'm too close."
He moved further away.
"Okay, this should be better."
I moaned in fear as he reached back, sobbing in anticipation. When he smashed the belt down on me again, the shock of the pain was terrible.
He kept on beating me. The shock of each blow was every bit as bad as I'd remembered from the previous weekend. Somehow I kept from screaming as he kept smashing blows down on me.
By the time he'd smashed a dozen blows down on each side, I was sobbing raucously. The pain was really bad.
He paused, and I figured it was over. I started to get up.
"Hey! What are you doing?"
I looked at him in surprise. "Isn't that it?"
"Fu_ck, no! Get back down!"
"Oh, please! Don't give me any more!"
"You're getting another dozen, kid. Maybe more, if you don't get back down right away."
"Please!"
"Okay, it's more. The meter's counting, kid. The longer you stay up, the more you get."
I dropped back down on the log, sobbing in frustration as he took the strap out to my side. I moaned in fear as I saw him reach back over his head again, crying out in anticipation when he swung the strap down. The strap hit across the underside of my right buttock and down onto the inside of that thigh.
He gave me easily a dozen from that side and then walked around to my other side. I didn't dare move.
"You think it's over?" he grinned.
I shrugged as I sobbed. "I don't know" I bawled.
"Well, it's not."
He started all over again, slashing the strap down all over my ass. By the time he finally stopped, I was howling in pain.
Rob pulled me up off the log and held me.
"Hey!" he grinned, hugging me as I sobbed. "That wasn't that bad!"
"That's because you didn't get it" I sobbed bitterly.
"Bullshi_t!" he grinned. He put his hand on my prick. "How come this is limp? I thought getting it turned you on."
"I can't take this much" I sobbed. "I really can't!"
"You'd better learn to" Rob said gently, stroking my hair. "Phil and Tom are really into this with kids like you. So are their friends. It'll really turn them on to see you bawl like this."
"I can't help it" I sobbed.
"You'd better learn to, kid. The more you cry, the more they'll give you."
I shook my head in dismay. "It's just awful."
"So is life, kid. All you can do is adjust."
I sighed. "Do they do beat you guys too?"
"Oh, sure" he smiled. "Kevin more than me. But we both get it a lot."
"Their friends beat you too?"
"Sure. But they mostly go for the newest kids on the web site. Especially when they're as se_xy-looking as you are."
"I hope you're kidding" I sobbed fervently, shaking my head in despair.
"I'm not" he smiled gently. "Kevin can tell you."
"I told him last week" Kevin shrugged. He sat down on the log. "Get over my knee, kid. I'm not finished with you yet."
"What for?" I asked in surprise. "Please don't give me any more!"
He smiled grimly. "I thought you said you'd obey."
"I did" I said hopelessly.
"Then do what I just told you."
I went over to where he sat and lay down over his knees. He pulled me up beside him, leaving my legs on either side of his knee. Then he began to slap my ass with his hand.
He slapped me for a long time, alternating between buttocks until they'd turned a brilliant red all over.
"God!" Kevin laughed as I squirmed. "That's se_xy!"
"Yeah" Rob grinned. "It's turning him on."
He got down below me and started licking my prick.
"Oh God!" I moaned, feeling my prick respond. It quickly became hard as Rob licked. When he took it in his mouth, it got really hard.
Kevin was slapping me really hard and fast now. I moaned in pain and excitement, getting more and more excited as Kevin slapped me and Rob sucked. I started thrusting into Rob's throat. Suddenly, I came, crying out in excitement as I climaxed.
Kevin stopped slapping me and Rob got up from under me. I lay over Kevin's knee, moaning in a curious mixture of pain and satisfaction.
Rob pulled me up on my feet, smiling at me. "You came!" he grinned. "You really do like getting it!"
I smiled wanly. "It's a hell of a way to cum!"
"The important thing is that you did" he smiled. "That's really going to turn on Phil's friends."
I shook my head fearfully. "I hope you're kidding about this friends business. I'm not into that, not at all."
"You will be" he smiled. "You're hot, kid. You'll do just fine."
He went over to the case of beer and got a couple of cans. "Here, have one." He passed the other to Kevin and got one for himself.
I drank deeply from the can. "You guys worry me when you talk about Phil's friends. Are you really serious?"
Kevin smiled. "Of course we are. You think we tell you this just to scare you?"
"That thought crossed my mind." I finished the beer and held out my can. "It's empty. Is there more?"
"Sure" Rob nodded. He got another and handed it to me.
By the time I'd finished that, I was beginning to feel the effects. I guess that was no wonder. I must have drunk five beers in the past couple of hours. I'd had less than that in my entire life prior to the previous weekend.
"It's getting late" Kevin said, looking at his watch. "We'd better finish up soon if we're going to eat something before we meet Tom and Phil."
"They'll wait" Rob shrugged. "I have something I want to do first." He grinned at me. "I want your ass again, kid. You want it too, don't you?"
His grin turned me on. "Why not?" I grinned woozily.
He pulled me to him and kissed me hard. I closed my eyes and kissed back, feeling nothing but the sensation of our tongues as they touched.
"God!" he grinned, pushing back and looking at me. "You're hot! I really want you, kid!"
He pushed me down on the log and got on top of me, still kissing me passionately as he pushed my back down. I lifted my legs up. He reached back, grabbed them, and pushed them down beside my chest, pushing his prick into me as he did so.
"Jesus, you're good!" he laughed.
"So are you!" I laughed back.
I guess I was drunk enough to be totally uninhibited. But I wasn't too drunk to know what I was doing. I wanted him. I grinned at him and pulled him down on me.
The sensation of his prick in my ass and his tongue loving mine was unbelievably exciting. My prick was as hard as his. I held him tight as he lunged into me, passionately kissing him. As his lunges speeded up, I held his prick with my ass, holding him every way I could. When I finally felt him come, I came too, shouting as Kevin's camera kept flashing. I didn't care about what Kevin did. I just felt Rob's prick, still semi-hard inside me.
We lay on the log for several minutes afterward. Finally, Rob lifted up his head and smiled down on me, still holding me down on the log. "You're too good to give to Phil, kid. I want to keep you for myself."
Kevin laughed. "We don't have much choice about that, Rob."
Rob smiled wanly. "Sure we do, Kevin. We always have a choice."
"Yeah, you can really ask for it on your ass from them. Speaking of which, you still haven't given the kid your share of the punishment he was supposed to get."
"I don't care" Rob shrugged. "I don't want to do that. I just want to keep him with me. I could fu_ck that ass forever."
"Yeah, well sorry, you're out of luck. Tom and Phil have plans for him."
"I think Phil and Tom are going to have to be content with you tonight."
Kevin snorted as he shook his head. "No way. You know what they'll do if we don't bring the kid as planned. They'll take it out on both of us."
"So what?" Rob shrugged. "If they don't, someone else will. I'm getting kind of tired of always doing what Tom and Phil want us to do, Kevin. I'm cutting out and taking the kid home."
"You can't do that" Kevin protested. "They're sharing him with Lance."
"Tonight? Already?"
"That's right. That's what they told me, anyway."
"You've got to be kidding. The kid's not ready for that."
Kevin shrugged. "So what? They're running the show."
"Not for me. The kid said he has to go home. I believe him. I'm taking him home."
"You can't do that!"
"I can do any fu_cking thing I like, Kevin. It's my car." He turned to me. "What time are you supposed to be home, kid?"
I thought for a minute. "Depends on which show I went to. I'd probably get the nine-thirty bus."
"From Bolton."
"Yeah."
"Okay, that gives us time to eat. We'll drop you off at deBeers, Kevin. You can give them the good news."
"They'll beat the shi_t out of me if you do this."
"That's your problem" he shrugged. He turned to me and smiled. "I want your ass again, kid. And I want it as a friend."
I looked at him in concern. "Will they really beat you for taking me home?"
"Of course" he laughed. "I'm being disobedient. And I'm keeping you from your date with them. That's like kidnapping you, kid, so far as they're concerned." He smiled. "You should be able to guess the punishment for that."
I could imagine. "You really want to do this?"
"Sure." He reached forward and grinned. "You don't want what Lance will do to your ass, kid. Trust me."
"I'm sure that's true" I nodded. "But that means you'll get it instead. Right?"
He tousled my hair and grinned. "Sure. But you're worth it, kid. Don't think I'm doing this for you. You'll pay me back with your ass."
"That's no price" I grinned back. "You can have it any time."
"Jesus!" Kevin said in disgust. "You guys are fu_cking insane. I hope you both get it for this!"
"Don't count on it" Rob smiled. "I have more than one guy I put out for, you know."
Kevin laughed derisively. "You think your friend Rufus will protect you from Tom and Phil?"
"I'm sure he will. He's my roommate, remember?"
Kevin laughed again. "Think again, Rob. He's not here this weekend."
"That doesn't matter. Phil and Rufus are friends. They wouldn't dare beat my ass without Rufus agreeing."
"So? Rufus owes Phil more than you think, Rob. Tom, too. He's not going to cross them. Besides, what can he do if you've already got it?"
Rob shrugged. "We'll see. You want us to give you a ride? Or do you want to walk in from here? You're better off being there on time, even if you do bring unwelcome news."
"Marginally" Kevin said sullenly. "You're really screwing me, you know."
"It couldn't happen to a nicer guy" Rob grinned unfeelingly. He picked up his clothes. "Let's go, kid."
"Aren't you going to get dressed?" I asked in surprise.
He shook his head. "Not until we get cleaned up. I've got your cum all over me."
It was all over me, too. I shrugged, picked up my clothes, and followed him. So did Kevin.
When we got back to the car, we got in and drove back to the abandoned camp. When we got there, Rob stopped the car and we all got out. Surprisingly, there was running water from an outside hose. They flushed my ass out thoroughly and then hosed me down all over. Then Rob got me to do the same to him, did the same with Kevin, and flushed me out a second time. We all drank a couple of beers while squatting on the ground to let the water drain out.
We got back in the car and drove out to the highway.
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[6] . [With Rob]
"You really going to go through with this?" Kevin asked as we neared Bolton.
"Sure" Rob nodded. "Like I said, we'll drop you at deBeers."
We drove through Bolton to a roadhouse on the outskirts. There were a lot of cars parked outside. Rob didn't go in. He stopped on the other side of the highway and turned to Kevin.
"Just tell them the kid's not ready for it."
Kevin smiled grimly. "I'll just tell them you want him for yourself, Rob. That's the real story, isn't it?"
Rob smiled. "That, too. Get out if you're getting out, Kevin. I don't fancy hanging around here."
Kevin got out but didn't close the door. "You'll pay for this, Rob."
"Sure" Rob shrugged. "Give them my love."
Kevin slammed the door shut and watched us drive away.
"Will they really punish him for this?" I asked.
"Not specifically for this" Rob shrugged. "But he's right. They'll definitely take it out on him."
"That's not fair. He can't help what happened."
Rob shrugged. "He'd get worse if he didn't show up."
"Just like you will?"
He shrugged again. "I guess." He smiled ruefully. "What's with you, kid? Are you trying to tell me you want to go to them?"
I shook my head. "No. But I don't want to be responsible for you guys getting it. Especially you. I feel badly about this."
He smiled. "Don't give me the guilt trip, kid. I make my own choices. I'm doing this for me, not you."
"You are?"
"Sure. You're giving me your ass." He looked at me and grinned. "Isn't that right?"
I laughed and nodded. "I don't know if it's worth it."
He grinned at me. "Oh, it definitely is. You have no idea how much I want to fu_ck that ass again. Besides, they won't get me this weekend."
"How do you know?"
"I'll just lock them out. They'll have to wait until Rufus gets back."
"But you'll get it then."
"Sure, some. But, like I said, I'm getting your ass. Getting my own ass punished next week isn't a bad price to pay for that."
I looked at him in surprise. "You really like me that much?"
He smiled. "Yeah, I do. I think you like me, too. Right?"
"Yeah, I do" I said honestly. "I like you a lot."
He hugged me as he drove. "You're a great kid, Alan."
We were driving back along the highway, on the way back to Greenville.
He suddenly looked at his watch and turned to me. "You said you'd get the nine-thirty bus, right?"
"Yeah" I nodded.
"So when does that get you home?"
"Oh, about ten-thirty. The connection's not so great in Greenville."
"That's what I thought." He looked at me and grinned. "We've got an hour to kill. Got any ideas?"
I looked at him and laughed. "We could go eat something."
"We could, but that's boring." He grinned at me again. "I don't want food, kid. I want your ass. You want that too, right?"
I grinned back. "Can you do it again so soon?"
"With you?" he laughed. "Any time. You game?"
"Of course" I laughed. "I said you could, any time you want. You got a place in mind?"
"Sure" he grinned. "How about where we did it earlier?"
I looked at him in surprise. "Is that safe? What if Tom and Phil come looking for us?"
He looked at me and nodded. "You have a point. You got a better idea?"
"Yeah. A place up in the hills near where I live. Nobody but me knows about it."
"Fine. I'll stop in Greenville for some more beer."
I shook my head. "Not for me. I've had more than I can take already. I can't afford to smell of beer when I get home."
"Okay" he nodded. He looked at me and smiled. "I'll get some Scope."
I smiled wryly. "I guess that'd be smart."
We drove through Greenville, stopping briefly at a drug store. When we got near where I lived, I guided him to the convenience store near where the railway right-of-way went into the hills.
"We can park here" I told him. "It's a twenty-four hour store. Nobody will notice an extra car."
He looked at me quizzically. "You've done this before, haven't you?"
I shook my head. "Never." I looked at him and smiled. "I've never done anything like this before, Rob. I think I've really fallen for you."
"Hey!" he laughed. "I bet you say that with every guy you pick up."
I grinned and shook my head. "I'm serious, Rob."
"Then how come you know what to do?"
I laughed. "You don't have to get fu_cked to be smart, do you? The local cops have a reputation for cruising around deserted areas."
"They got nothing else to do?"
"Probably not" I grinned. "This is a pretty boring community out here. Strong on church, dead set against se_x of any kind. What do you expect?"
He laughed. "Okay. Show me where you want to go."
We got out of the car, walked across the road, and walked into the railway right-of-way.
"We need to walk about a mile" I told him.
"Lead the way" he smiled. "We're lucky there's a moon."
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[7] . [Up in the hills]
The place I took him to was a small clearing I'd found while exploring, close to but hidden from the right-of-way. So far as I knew, no one else had ever discovered it.
"Nice" he smiled. "You really think nobody else knows about this?"
"So far as I know" I nodded. "Besides, no one comes up here at night. Why would they?"
He laughed. "You tell me. Why do we?"
I shrugged. "I guess there's always some risk. Do you want to go back?"
"No way" he smiled, shaking his head. "I want that ass of yours."
"I want you too" I smiled.
He came over, held my head, and kissed me. We kissed for a while and then started stripping off clothes, finally ending up down on some moss.
"You're wonderful, kid" he grinned, fondling me all over. "Your body is the greatest!"
"So is yours" I grinned back. I reached down to hold his prick. "And so is this."
He rolled me over onto my back. "God!" he grinned. "I really want this!"
He pushed my legs up over me and pushed his prick into me. I grabbed him and pulled him down on me, revelling in the feel of his prick. By now, I was so used to his prick that I really wanted to feel him fu_cking me.
He fu_cked me hard and passionately. I held him as tightly as I could. He came with a cry, rolled over, and pulled me on top of him. I didn't take any urging. I plunged my prick into him, lunging until I came.
We got up and kissed, brushing the grass off our asses. He pulled away and grinned. "You're really good, kid. You have an incredible ass."
"Is it really?" I laughed. "It can't really be all that different."
"Oh, it is" he grinned.
We sat on a rock for a while, getting to know each other better. Rob was a first-year student in the Bolton Community College, studying e-business and how to set up web sites. He lived with Rufus near the college.
"Why don't you live at home?" I asked.
"You kidding?" he laughed. "I want my freedom. That's why I ran away."
"Who pays for your room? Does Rufus?"
"Of course not. We're friends. We share. Why would he pay for me?"
"Kevin told me Tom pays his rent."
"Well, that's Kevin's choice. He doesn't mind being owned. I do."
"What will Rufus think about you making out with me?"
"I don't know. He doesn't tell me what to do."
"But you make out with him, don't you? Doesn't he get jealous?"
"Sometimes. I don't see why you should care."
"How about with Phil and Tom? Does he go along with them telling you what to do?"
"I don't want to talk about that." He looked at his watch. "It's ten-fifteen. We'd better get going."
I looked at him impishly. "What's the matter? Nothing left? I thought you black guys could fu_ck forever."
He laughed. "That's only in the movies, kid." He looked at me curiously. "You really want it again?"
"Are you kidding?" I grinned. I put my hand on his prick. "How about him?"
He laughed and pulled me to him. "I think I'm going to have to spank you after all."
"Not over your knee!" I grinned, suddenly turned on by the idea.
He laughed again. "You'd really like that, wouldn't you?"
"Yeah" I nodded, suddenly serious. "I would."
"Okay." He sat on the rock again. "Over my knee!"
I did that, squirming as he arranged me over him and massaged my buttocks. Suddenly, he slapped me hard. And slapped me again.
"Oh God!" I moaned, pushing my prick against his thigh. He slapped me again, this time really hard.
I started getting really excited as he kept doing it. "Fu_ck! I'm going to cum!"
"Not before I do!" He twisted me around and lifted my ass up, pushing his prick into me. We both came together.
Afterwards, we walked back to the car. I used the mouth wash. Then Rob drove me to my road.
"Which house do you live in?" he asked when we got there.
"Just down around the curve. It's better if you drop me off here."
"Okay. Give me your phone number."
I told him and told him my father's name, so he could look us up in the phone book if he had to. He looked at me and smiled. "You want to get together again tomorrow?"
"We could" I nodded. "I have chores to do in the morning, but we could get together later. How about phoning me around lunch?"
"I will" he smiled. "We could meet back up there at your hiding place."
I laughed. "Think you could find it?"
He laughed too. "If I have to. We can make arrangements tomorrow. I'll phone you."
"Okay" I grinned.
I touched his cheek and kissed him. Suddenly, he hugged me tight and kissed hard, just as a car illuminated us with its lights. The car slowed down and turned down our road.
I pushed Rob away. "That was probably a neighbor."
"Don't worry" he smiled. "I understand."
I got out, watched him drive off, and walked home.
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[8] . [Home]
My mother was still up. "How was the movie?"
"Not bad. We had a meal together afterwards."
"Who were you with?"
"Bill and Tom. We ran into a friend who'd been at our school two years ago. Rob Davis. We ate with him afterwards."
"We kept some dessert for you" she smiled. "It's in the fridge."
I ate the dessert and drank some milk.
"How did you get home?" she suddenly asked. "We waited for the bus up at the top of the road."
I looked at her in surprise. "Oh, really? A friend drove me back. The guy I told you about. Rob."
"You know we're not happy about friends driving you at night, Alan."
"It was safe, Mom. He's been driving for a couple of years."
"Just the same, I'd rather you didn't. There are too many accidents involving teenagers."
"Don't worry. I'll be careful."
I went to bed, shaken by the fact that they'd been waiting for me. But not shaken for long. I went to sleep dreaming of Rob's prick and what it had felt like up my ass.
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I still get turned on thinking about Rob. I'd never done anything like that, and probably never will feel that excited ever again. He was a shooting star in my life.
I woke up the next morning with cum all over the sheet underneath me, still in the throes of a wet dream. I was over Rob's knee again, feeling him slap my ass. Somehow, things were mixed up. He was simultaneously doing that, sucking me off, and fu_cking my ass. Or maybe someone else was doing that. I don't know. I was fantastically excited, and my prick was still hard. I jerked off, awash in memories. I'm doing that right now as I write this. God! I just came.
Sorry, I probably shouldn't have written that. But you might as well know the truth. I wanted everything I got that evening. Even now, thinking about it excites me.
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[9] . [Next afternoon]
I had chores to do that morning. I did them quickly, hoping Rob would call. When my mom called me to the phone, I ran into the house.
"Hello?" I said eagerly.
"We missed you last night." It was Phil.
"Oh, hi" I said lamely.
"You had a date with us."
"I did what you told me."
"No, you didn't. You went off with someone else."
"Rob? He's your man. He drove me home."
"Not any more, kid. Not when he interferes with our fu_cking your ass. You're ours, kid. No one else's."
"I don't know what you're talking about. He and Kevin picked me up like you said."
"They were supposed to bring you to us. You ran off with Rob. Don't lie about it. And don't do that again, either. I don't want you seeing him."
"I don't see what business that is of yours" I said archly. "You're way out of line saying I'm yours. I don't belong to anybody."
"You'd better not believe that, kid. We make it our business to know what our boys are doing. We also make it our business to correct them when they make a mistake."
"So what? I'm not one of your boys."
"Oh, yes, you are. You made a big mistake last night. And you're making another mistake right now."
"I don't think so."
"Then you need even more correction than I realized, boy. You'll get that and more this afternoon."
"That's not possible. I can't meet you then."
"You can't or you won't?"
"Whichever you like."
"Now you're being insolent. You'll pay for that, too."
I laughed scornfully. "You sound like a broken record."
His voice was ominous. "You think I'm joking, do you?"
"Who knows? Anyway, it doesn't matter. You won't see me this afternoon because you can't. I have work to do for my dad."
"All right, then tomorrow. It should be a good day for hiking. Meet us at the cabin in the hills."
"I don't know about that, either. I have homework to do."
"That's bullshi_t. You don't have homework this early in the term."
"Yes, I do. Reading to do, anyway. I don't want to fall behind."
"You'll make time for us, kid. Or do you want us to deliver that package of photos to your house?"
I didn't say anything.
"You there?"
"Yes" I sighed. "I'm here."
"Good. By the way, we have some more for you to see."
"Yeah?" I said warily.
"Yeah. Kevin took some great pictures of you and Rob yesterday evening." He laughed. "You look really se_xy with a black prick up your ass, kid. Especially with the hard-on you had when he did it. You were really turned on."
I looked around anxiously. "Let's not talk about that now."
"Why not? They're hot, kid. Even better than the ones from last week."
"If you can tell it's me" I shrugged.
"Oh, you can definitely tell" he laughed. "You've got to see them, kid. Maybe I should drop them off now."
"Okay" I said reluctantly. "I get the point. I'll make time tomorrow."
"Good. I knew you'd want to come."
"But only for a short while, okay? I really do have homework to do."
"Fu_ck that. You can do homework any time. We have a lot planned for your ass, kid, so make it early. No later than eleven. And plan on being with us all day. You're going to get something really special."
I bit my lip and didn't say anything.
"You there, kid? You getting this?"
"Yeah, I'm here."
"So you're meeting us tomorrow?"
"Yes." I couldn't risk the alternative.
"Super. We'll see you at eleven tomorrow, out at the cabin. Wait for us if we're not there."
He hung up without saying goodbye.
"See you tomorrow" I said into the dead wire.
"Who was that?" my mother asked when I hung up.
"Oh, one of the guys from last night. He wants to go hiking again tomorrow."
"Can you afford to do that?"
"Sure" I nodded. "I don't have any assignments for Monday. Just stuff I want to read. I can do that tomorrow night."
"You're sure?" she asked suspiciously. "You didn't sound too keen to meet him, from what I could hear."
"Oh, that was before he told me what he wanted to do" I grinned. "Don't worry, mom. I wouldn't go out hiking if I didn't want to."
"No, I guess you wouldn't" she smiled.
Rob phoned about ten minutes later. "I can't make it this afternoon, Alan. How about we get together tomorrow?"
"I can't" I told him. "I promised Phil I'd go hiking with them."
"Oh, they got to you, did they?"
"Yeah." I looked around to make sure no one was listening. "They didn't leave me much choice."
"Maybe we'd better get together later this afternoon, then. Can you make it about four? It can't be for long."
"Sure, I could do that. Where do you want to meet?"
"How about we meet at the convenience store?"
"That'd be swell."
"Okay, see you there."
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[10] . [Rob again]
When I met Rob at the store, he was limping.
"Are you all right?" I asked in concern.
"Not really" he smiled wanly. "I'll tell you about it as we walk. Let's go where we went last night."
We walked up slowly. "What happened to you?" I asked.
"Nothing I shouldn't have expected, I guess" he shrugged. "When I got to my room, Tom and Phil were there."
"In your room?"
"Yeah, they had a key."
"What did they do to you?"
He looked at me and grimaced. "You don't want to know, kid."
We walked a while longer. Then he stopped and leaned against a rock.
"How about we stop here, kid? My ass is really sore."
"We can't do anything here, Rob. It's still way too public."
"I mostly just want to talk to you." He shifted position and grimaced.
"It's only a little further, Rob. We're almost there."
"Okay" he shrugged. "Lead on."
When we walked into the clearing, I put my arms around him and hugged him. He grimaced at the unexpected movement.
"Are you really hurting that much?" I asked in concern.
He sighed. "It's okay." He leaned back against a rock. "Let's just talk."
I knelt in front of him and felt his prick with my cheek. "I can feel him move" I grinned. I reached down, unzipped his jeans, and reached in. "He's something special."
"Oh, God!" he moaned.
I pulled down his jeans and touched his prick with my tongue, feeling it swell up as I licked it.
"God! I've been horny all day thinking about you."
"Me too" I nodded. "This is so good!"
"Oh, yes!" he moaned. He clutched my hair.
I grabbed his ass as I went down on his prick. He cried out in sudden pain.
"What happened?" I asked anxiously, lifting my head up.
"Don't grab my ass like that! Please!"
"What did they do to you?"
"About what you'd expect" he grimaced. "It's really sore."
"Do you mind if I look at it?"
"Do it later, okay? Suck me! I can't wait."
"Don't you want to fu_ck my ass?"
"Yes, desperately."
"Then do it." I got down on my hands and knees. "You want to do it like this?"
"Oh, God!" he nodded, dropping down on me. "I want this so bad!" He pushed his prick in. "Oh God, that's good!"
After he came, he lay on top of me. "Jesus, I needed that!"
He got up, pulled me up, and kissed me. "Thanks, kid. I'd let you do the same to me, but I think it would hurt too much."
"That's okay" I shrugged. "Your ass really hurts?"
"Yes, a lot. See for yourself." He turned around.
I looked at his buttocks. Against his dark skin, the black and blue colors of his bruises didn't show up all that vividly. You had to look closely to see them. But you could tell from the raised welts how much his ass had been beaten. I touched him gingerly, feeling gently over his buttocks. He'd been beaten all over. The welts were dense and everywhere.
"Jesus!" I said in amazement. "They really gave it to you."
He smiled wanly. "They're planning on doing more tonight. They've booked me for a session with Lance, the guy they were going to give you to."
"Is he really that bad?"
Rob nodded. "You don't want to meet him, that's for sure." He pulled on my arm. "Suck me off again, okay? I want to have something nice to remember."
"Okay" I nodded, continuing to look at the welts. "You shouldn't have done this. You should have taken me to them."
He smiled again. "Show me you're worth it, kid. Suck me! Okay?"
I knelt in front of him, grabbed his waist gently, and went to work on his prick. He soon started lunging into my throat hard, penetrating deeply. I had to work to keep from gagging. I sucked him as well as I could.
Apparently, it was pretty good. Soon he was raping my throat hard, moaning in excitement. He came in a sudden rush, shooting time after time down my throat.
"That was fantastic" he smiled, tousling my hair. "Let me do that to you."
I shook my head. "No. Put me over your knee. I want you to punish me."
"You're kidding!"
"No, I deserve it." I got up and looked at him. "I do, Rob. You got punished because of me."
He laughed and shook his head. "Not true. I was the one who earned it."
"Do it anyway, okay? I'd feel better."
"You really want it?"
"Yeah." I glanced at his prick and grinned. "That turns you on too, doesn't it?"
He laughed and sat down on a log. "Okay, get down on me."
I lay over his thighs, feeling my prick swell up as I wallowed in the warmth of his thighs. "Slap me hard, okay?"
"Okay."
He did. And kept doing it.
"Oh, God, that's good!" I was really hard now. "Use your belt, okay?"
"Okay."
His jeans were close enough to reach. He took his belt out and doubled it up. "You want this hard?"
"As hard as you can. As hard as those guys gave it to you."
"I can't do that with you on my knee."
"Okay, then do it with me over the log." I got up and lay over the log. "Do it now! Please!"
He gave me half a dozen on my ass and then paused. By that time, my hard-on had vanished.
"Enough?"
"No way. Give me what they gave you."
He shook his head. "I'll give you some more. But then you've got to do what I say. Okay?"
"Okay."
He gave me the same, another half dozen. "Okay, turn over. I want you on your back with your feet on the ground."
I did what he said, not knowing what he intended. He knelt down between my legs and started licking my prick.
"What are you doing?" I could feel my prick responding.
He laughed. "What do you think I'm doing? Close your eyes and enjoy this."
He sucked me off so incredibly that I was literally flying into his mouth when I came. I don't think I'd ever been so excited. After I came, he kept sucking me for a while and then pulled off.
"Your prick is beautiful" he smiled. "I really get off on it."
He pulled himself up and kissed me. We kissed for several minutes.
"We'd better go" he said, pulling away. "I've already stayed too long."
"Do you have to go? I could stay here all night with you."
He smiled wistfully. "So could I." He looked at his watch. "You'll be late for dinner."
I shrugged. "I've been late before. Let's stay here for a while. I want you to keep holding me."
He held me for a few minutes and then pushed me away. "Enough! We've both got to go."
We started to pull on our clothes.
"You know what you'll get from them tomorrow?" he suddenly asked.
I shrugged. "Not really. Will they punish me for this too?"
He nodded. "For sure. Hopefully not as bad, but it won't be fun. Especially if they bring Lance too. He'll really have it in for you."
"You think he'll be there?"
"I don't know."
"I wouldn't go if they didn't have pictures."
"Yeah, well, that's how they normally get middle-class kids like you. Blackmail works every time."
"Is that how they got you?"
He laughed and shook his head. "They picked me up on the street. I'd run away from home."
"How old were you then?"
"Not quite fifteen. That was three years ago. How about you?"
"I'll be seventeen in January."
"You look younger. Maybe it's your virgin ass. That really turns guys on."
I shrugged. "Do I look all that much a virgin?"
"Sure, you're ideal. The perfect teenage athlete: adult in height, slim, moderately good build, fantastic ass. Shi_t, you don't look even sixteen."
"I thought I looked pretty mature for my age."
"Yeah, sure" he laughed. "With a face like that, kid, you'll always look young. I guess I will, too. It's our good fortune. And also our bad luck."
"You're stunning" I grinned at him. "I wish I looked like you."
He shook his head and laughed. "You're not bad, kid. For a white boy, anyway."
I looked at him curiously. "Does race figure in this?"
"To some extent. Some white guys really like doing it to black kids. Maybe it's their fantasies about what whites could do to black slaves back in the 'good old days' before the Civil War. I've had my share of those."
"That sounds ugly."
"Yeah, it can be. But some guys are just bad, regardless of their skin. Blacks can be shi_ts too. Kevin's had some pretty bad episodes with black guys."
"Really?" I was thinking of tomorrow. "Who is this Lance guy, anyway?"
"Oh, just a guy that's into beating kids like you. They use him a lot to help train kids."
"Why?"
"It turns them on" he shrugged. "Also, its marketing. Guys like Lance can't stop boasting about their new conquests. He even does on-line reviews of the new kids on Phil's web site."
"Sounds wonderful. I hope he gives me a bad one, one that really turns guys off."
"Don't kid yourself. You're already featured, the new 'virgin of the month', with a glowing initial review from Tom. Guys are already asking when they can try you out."
"You're kidding."
"I'm not! Go see for yourself. Look up 'hotboltonkids. com'. It's a very se_xy web site."
"Fu_ck!" I looked at him in disbelief. "Kevin said something about that, but I didn't think he was serious."
"It's nothing special, kid. Every new kid gets featured. Se_xy kids like you bring in customers."
"Am I really that se_xy?"
He laughed. "You're as hot as they come, kid. Both in looks and in performance."
"Seriously? That's not good." I looked at him in concern. "Do you think I'm gay?"
He laughed. "Either that or you're a fantastic actor."
"I don't want to be gay. Or se_xy. I mean, it's great to do it with you. But ..."
"Right now, it's an advantage, kid. Believe me, you want to be se_xy. You want them to be excited about you. You don't want to experience what happens to kids that bore them, that's for sure."
"What happens?"
"It depends. The ones that really piss them off just get beaten and sold."
"Sold? How do you mean?"
"Just that. Usually to someone in a different state, typically to some fu_ck stable that keeps them penned up."
"I don't know what that is."
"You don't want to know, kid."
"How come they don't get caught? Isn't a web site like that illegal?"
"Oh, there's many layers of protection. The server's in Scandinavia."
"Can something like that really exist? You've got to be kidding about the selling part. Why would kids let them do that?"
Rob laughed. "Don't be naive, kid."
"I'm serious! I'd never do that."
"No?" he smiled. "You'd disobey?"
I looked at him in horror. "You mean ..."
"Sure. What do you think all that obedience training is about?"
"But that's slavery. That's impossible. This is the US of A."
"Okay, so it's impossible. Just don't ask for it by not giving them what they want. Okay?"
"Okay" I shrugged, still unconvinced. "I just can't see it happening."
"Well, it does. Anyway, about tomorrow, don't argue with them about being punished. I told them you said you had to go home and that I thought it would be better if you did. Kevin told them you had a hard-on for me and that I took advantage of you. So ride with that as much as you can."
"Okay" I shrugged. "But what about you? Won't they take it out on you if I say things like that?"
Rob laughed grimly. "They already have, kid. So, like I say, use it." He suddenly looked at his watch. "Shi_t! It's almost seven. We'd really better get moving."
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[11] . [Back at the parking lot]
We walked silently, each thinking private thoughts.
When we got down to the road, Rob looked at me and smiled. "There's no sense worrying about it, kid. Grin and bear it, whatever you get from them. That's all we can ever do."
I smiled wanly. "I guess so."
We started across the road to the convenience store parking lot. "Will tonight really be bad for you?"
He nodded, smiling thinly. "I'll survive." We'd reached his car. "Want me to give you a ride?"
I shook my head. "It's better if I go home on my own. We almost ran into my parents when you dropped me off last night."
"You're sure? I can let you off anywhere you want."
"No, it's safer if I walk from here."
"Okay, suit yourself. When will I see you again? You want to meet here some afternoon after school?"
"That would be great. How's Thursday afternoon for you? It's a teacher prep day this week, so I get out of school early."
"Great!" he grinned. "What time?"
"How about 3:00?"
"Perfect. Same place? Here?"
"Yeah." I grinned at him and punched him on his arm. "Stay horny! I'll be horny for you, that's for sure."
"You don't need to worry about me." He looked at me and laughed. "I'm sure glad I met you, kid. You're the greatest!"
"Come on" I grinned. "I bet you say that to every kid you screw."
He shook his head and smiled. "You're the first in a very long time." He reached out and pulled me to him, hugging me hard. "See you Thursday."
I hugged him back. "I can't wait, Rob."
He grinned, kissed me lightly, and got in his car. I watched his car disappear down the road.
That was the last I ever saw of him. But I didn't know that then.
I turned back to walk out of the lot. That's when I saw Paul, the guy who'd caught me the previous Sunday. He and another guy had been watching me from in front of the store.
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It's been hard to write about Rob. Like I said earlier, he was a meteor in my life, a momentarily brilliant flash of light in the sky. He fell for me as much as I fell for him. I don't know why. I didn't know him long enough to get to know him well. I wish I had. He was such an attractive, warm, se_xy guy. And so understanding. I felt I'd known him all my life.
I didn't find out what happened to him until much later. He got badly beaten by Lance that evening, so much so that he was pretty useless for anything for a long time. I heard his friend Rufus abandoned him, and that he got sold to some guys in another state. But that may have just been something told to me to scare me. I don't know.
I've often wondered since what I could have done to help him. At the time, I was so incredibly infatuated that my senses were totally blinded. I don't know if I could have done anything. We were both pretty much blind to the dangers that surrounded him.
I've felt horribly guilty about that ever since. I should have anticipated what he faced and done something. Maybe I should have gone with him that evening to face Lance and the others. Maybe I could have told them that Rob persuaded me to come to them. They'd punish me eventually anyway, so it might not even have meant extra punishment. Maybe I could have done something else, somehow to persuade them to punish me instead of him. I don't know. All I really know is that I didn't even think of helping him. When you come right down to it, I didn't think of anything but se_x when I was with him. His prick felt wonderful inside me, and that's all my brain ever concentrated on.
The one good thing about that weekend was that it taught me I had to be gay. I fought that realization in subsequent weeks, but eventually came to understand it must be true. Looking back on that weekend with what I know now, Rob was my first brief love. Which makes my passivity all the more shameful. I didn't do a thing to protect him.
If I thought punishment for not helping him would lessen my guilt, I'd ask for that with enthusiasm. I wish it could. No punishment I received that weekend came close to paying for not helping Rob. Nor has anything I've received since.
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[to be continued ...]